The other night, I was coming downstairs, and I was going to go into the kitchen and get a snack and something to drink. I see my step dad in his chair at his computer, and he's obviously jerking. I stand there in the hall on the stairs and watch. And I don't know what made me do it, but I just kept staring as he's getting himself off. I see him lean back, and I see him using a paper towel, wrapped around his dick, and then I hear him grunt, and obviously he blew his load into it. He went into the bathroom, so I waited. And a few minutes later, he comes back, and he's finishing up. I heard him from upstairs. When I heard him go into his room and close the door, I went downstairs, and found the towel in his garbage can. Sure enough, smelled like he'd blown in it, and just tossed it out. I thought it was kind of dirty, but it's whatever.

Then tonight, after I get home from hanging with friends, I see him doing the same thing. I'm watching him, and he's watching something on his computer. Only difference is, just after he pulls his dick out of his shorts, he's got them down around his ankles, and I can see his bare ass, I moved the wrong way, and made a noise. I ducked around the corner on the stairs, as I see him pulling his shorts up, and he asks who's out there. I didn't answer for a second, and then finally came around the corner. He asked what I was doing. I answered honestly. I told him I was gonna get a snack, but I obviously interrupted his fun, and I was sorry to stop him from doing what he was. He looks at me, and says "I wasn't doing anything" - I just kind of shrugged and said OK. Then he asks me "what did you see me doing?" so I came right out and said "jerking. Saw it last night too. You were going off, and you blew into a paper towel and tossed it in your garbage basket". His face got all red, and he's standing there kind of stuttering. And he says "Oh shit. Yeah, well, you weren't supposed to see that". I just laughed and told him it wasn't the first time I'd seen a dick. He kind of stopped and says to me "Oh really?" I just laughed. I'd never talked about a dick or sex with my step dad, even though I'm out of school, in college, and life with my folks.

He just says "well OK THEN" and I looked at him and said "well if you wanna finish, please, don't let me stop you" and he says OK then. Kind of looks at me, and smirks and says "well you didn't see the whole thing. Sorry you interrupted. You might have seen the rest of it"

I don't know why I wasn't even creeped out when he sat down, and he stretches back, looks at me kind of awkward, and says that he's gonna go ahead and finish and take care of business. I just smirked and said well, let me keep you company. I think he was gonna shit his pants. I"m not kidding. He stopped and said "what?" I just laughed and said sure. Have at it. I wanna see this. He hesitated. Didn't move. Didn't say anything. Kind of sat there. And I said "well that was no fun. I'm gonna go back to bed"

I'll be damned if he didn't say "wait" - and says "you really were serious?" I just shrugged and said well, it's just a dick. So no big deal. I mean, you're my step dad. Not like we're related and shit. And he stops and says well true.

I sit on the couch watching him. He's watching this porn with a guy about 30 or something, and a girl about 17 or 18. Nice cute chick, and the guy has a pretty big dick. My step dad is watching, I see him rubbing, and he starts getting hard. He looks at me, kind of awkward, pulls out his dick (it's pretty big), and then he grabs the paper towel that was on his computer printer.

I'm sitting there watching the porn, and getting turned on. He starts stroking. And he's watching for awhile, and he keeps going at it. It was pretty hot. Then as the guy is going to pop, I could tell. My step dad starts moving faster, grunts, groans, and he blows his load into the towel. Lays back. Kind of stretches out. I heard him say "Oh God". Tosses the towel in the waste basket, pulls up his shorts, his dick still hard, and walks out of the room.

I was soaking wet. I didn't know what to do. But he walks back in, and says "well there you go Jodie. Cheap entertainment for the night. Hope that made up for last night?" I just laughed and said yeah. I told him it was the best entertainment I'd seen that wasn't on cable. He laughed and said he was gonna go to bed.

Why is it that I've thought about it since the first time and second time, about watching him, and wondering what in the world it would be like fucking that dick?

Yeah. I know.. Messed up.