I grew up in a small rural town. Big family, uncles, aunts, cousins, brothers, sisters, grand parents, parents, never alone. In a small house, not much space for privacy, girls bathed at night, boys in the morning. To get hot water we doubled up, two sisters at a time, the boys would rather shower cold than double up.

One night, my one year older brother paid my sister 2 bucks to give him her spot in the shower. When he got in totally naked and me totally naked I freaked, but he grabbed me and put his hand on my mouth. I could feel his penis rubbing all over my naked butt. So could he, and he started to hump me and he got hard.

He was really excited, and asked me if I liked it, I said yes, it felt good, but I told him to stop, if we got caught, we would both he grounded for life. But he was not listening, he was humping and bending me over, until I grabbed the wall and felt him begin to penetrate me. I just hung my head between my arms as he found my vagina and he began to fuck me until he came.

He helped me try to wash out his cum, to say that we felt really guilty right then is an understatement. We knew we had done something really bad, we knew what sex was, I was 13 and he was 14 and we got really scared. He tried to wash out my vagina, but there was no way he could tell if we succeeded in washing his cum out. We lathered up and got out, dried off and I put on my pjs, and he got dressed again.

About midnight I went to my oldest sister and told her what happened. I slept with her that night and she told me we would wait and watch. It was six weeks before I got my next period and we were able to breathe again.

My sister took a direct interest in me after that and made the boys stay downstairs until we were all finished with our showers.