I got involved a little bit at a time, it was never my intention to end up like this. I met her, I will call 'her', here, she is 14 years older than me, she is a beautiful woman, and from her pictures she was an extremely beautiful girl. She was 14 when she got pregnant and that resulted in her marriage and six kids by the time she was 25. Her husband is 8 years older than her.

I went to her house to show some curtains, I work for an interior decorating firm. She had all the daughters, they are all built like her, and just as. It is a house of women, you can feel it all around you. We spent quite a bit of time together, not just that first day but lots of other appointments. Her husband is pretty well to do, so money was never a discussion, it was all about what she wanted.

As the days went on we had these friendly conversations, when I went over she invited me to sit down for coffee, and our talks went of for quite some time. My boss told me to make sure she became comfortable with me, we would be able to sell a lot to her, they obviously had money, she didn't work, to pay attention to her, the commissions would be well worth the time invested.

One afternoon, none of her kids were home, she was wearing a sleeveless top, with a lot of cleavage. Her breasts were so full, her skin so white, and as she moved her breasts were so out there that I could not resist staring at them, to think that those breasts had fed her kids, I had this idea that if I watched I would spot her nipple. For me this was new, looking at a woman's breasts like that.

She of course noticed, because I could not take my eyes off of those breasts. She just said, here let me help you, and she opened her shirt and loosened her bra and her breasts were all right there in front of me. I don't know if they were big, or just so round and perfect, but those breasts were so perfect. She took my face in her hands and pulled me towards her breasts and put my face between them, and told me that I could kiss them, she moved my face around so her nipple was by my mouth and she held me so that I would suckle on her nipple. I had to reposition myself on the couch and with that nipple rubbing against my lips, I just lost my control and took her nipple in my mouth and started to kiss and to suck on her breast.

I felt her hand cupping my breast, and her hand squeezing me, and her talking to me to be her baby.

I ended up on my back, and her pushing my shirt up and exposing my breasts and her sucking my nipples and fondling me. She would lift up and float her breasts over my face and drop her nipples into my mouth, I grabbed her breasts and fondled her. Without our shirts on, she took me back to the bedroom, she worked my pants off, until I was naked in front of her, she kneeled and put her mouth up to me and thrust her tongue in me.

She stopped and told me that I needed to trim, she went and got a towel and a pair of scissors, and told me to lay back on the bed on top of the towel, and she trimmed me until she was satisfied, and then she spread my legs apart and fell into me until I couldn't hold back and came.

She undressed, for a woman her age, with six kids, she was so totally amazing, she pulled the covers back so we would get on the sheets, and we had an intense love session, making sure we took turns getting each other to orgasm, maybe several times, really I don't know if I orgasmed as often as I though, but it felt like it.

This was the beginning of an intense affair with her, my first ever affair with a woman, not my first time with a woman, but my first affair, I became not only her lover but we became friends, with her and her kids and her husband. For the longest time I did not know how to behave around her kids, I could only think that they suspected that we were lovers, all these girls in the house, how could not figure out what their mother and I were doing. Affection was out in the open, and I was over there all the time.

Then one weekend, we were in the hot tub, while her husband was preparing a brisket on the cooker, and she got real close to me, real close, too close for being in public, her husband was right there, and she asked me in a whisper if I would be willing to have sex with her husband. We would take a long weekend, and go away together and have some real quality time together.

We went, and we had a long weekend together, the three of us, he was into it, with me and with her, after me he was very into her, and she was very into him, I could see why they were together, watching them you could see that they melted into one another. For the first time I felt like an intruder, I felt that what she and I had was purely sexual, and it took a long time to accept that she really wanted me in her life, and that the only way it was going to work was if we were all together.

I am the true lesbian in this crazy relationship, I sleep with him from time to time, when we have get away weekends, but I do it for her, to be with her, anything to be with her. I know I will crawl through anything to be with her. If love can come to you, love has come to me. She loves me, I know that, but I never know if it is a love for me as a woman, or does she love me like she loves all of her kids, a place in her heart with all those kids, because I know that her feelings for him are so deep, and if she belongs to someone, she belongs to him, and I belong to her.