Well, i am a really really bad person i know that. And i feel terrible and so wanted to share this experience.

From the age of 12, i sold nude and semi nude pics of my sister who is 22 now and was 15 back then to my friends. I was not happy doing it seeing them jerking off on the photos and videos i gave them but still they gave me really heavy money which i was in a huge need of. During the first few years i just clicked pics or recorded her when she was changing or bathing or something. But since it didn't completely satisfy them soon enough i started drugging her from sleeping pills and den clicked her and recorded her up close and personal from my 16's.

But after a while it too got boring for them and i secretly started allowing my friends into my house when i drugged her to touch her,squeeze her,and finger her dat time.

Last night it went out of my control when i to my madness let 3 of my friends into the house who got outta control and r**ed her in front of me. I feel sorry. I want to kill myself.