Straight Female / 21
I really want to feel guilty for what I did, but I can't. I've tried to actually make myself feel guilty, but it's just not happening. I'm not sure if that's wrong or not, but here goes.
A couple of nights ago, a friend of mine and I were joking around back and forth. We'd been heavily flirting for a long time, but neither of us had ever taken the steps to really pursue anything. The reason is simple. I'm not that old, just turned 21, but I've been married for two years. I have two kids. Both little. Yes, I'm with the dad of both kids. We've been together for almost 5 years. And it wasn't getting pregnant that made us get married. I thought it was right, I felt it, and I wanted to, as did he. He was really into the planning, and it was a great time. The problem is, I'm bored. He's turned into the same lame guy I've heard stories about for years. And I think that's why it led me to do what I did. Part of it is the fact that my husband has lost interest in a lot of stuff we used to do. Our sex life was amazing. I'm not kidding, at times, before we got married, we'd do it 3 or 4 times in a day. Different places, sometimes in the house, sometimes not. Sometimes in the car, different weird places, and it was always hot and spontaneous. And then all the sudden, about 6 months ago, he just started getting lame. I've heard that after awhile, someone gets comfortable, it's convenient, and all that crap. And it sucks.
Well, one of my best friends is married. He's older than me. I've known him through our family for a long time. He's almost 40. And he's never pushed me into anything. Awhile ago we started flirting back and forth, texting, hiding our Facebook messages, and it turned dirty. I felt guilty at first, tried to stop it, and then realized it was a turn on. He's a good looking dude, married with two kids that are in high school and middle school, and he's perverted, has a dirty mind, and really off the wall funny. He's always nice to everyone, and people love him. So we get along real good.
Well, two nights ago, my husband is out of town doing some work for his construction company he works for. My friend calls me. And he says to me he's home alone, and I should come visit. I told him that the kids were at my folks house, spending the night, and I was alone, so jokingly why didn't he come to visit me? He laughs, and says that's real funny, because he knew I'd have the house alone, having told him that earlier in the week, and he's parked across the street. There are some woods across the street, and a parking lot near where a couple of houses are back there, so everyone living there can park. And anyone visiting or whatever parks back there too, and nobody questions it. He said he could walk across and be in my living room in like 20 seconds. I just joked and said if you come over, you may get more than what you'd planned. And he responded that's why he came over, kind of hoping.
Well, when he came into the house, we were talking. It was awkward, and I finally said I'm married, you're married, and this isn't really a good idea. And he said it's not, but he said that he's so into me, he can't stop thinking about me. And then he tells me honestly, that he fucked his wife the other day, and although it was really boring and lame, he made it fun because he thought about me while he was doing it. I mean, that's kind of different, no guy has told me that they've done THAT, and him being older, and thinking about all that. I just kind of laughed and said well, it's because I'm young, and you're into little girls. He laughed and said no. I'm not into little girls. Just you. That's all. And he was really serious.
I'd never thought about cheating. He told me that he'd never cheated on his wife. Not ever. He said she wasn't a bad person, he was just bored, and guess he's looking for someone he likes, more fun, has a better time, and knows what she wants. And i asked him if it was what he wanted. He said that he knew I was interest, but he wasn't sure if I wanted him, because he's older, with older kids and all that. Well, it wasn't even that. I always liked him, even when I was a younger kid, and I always thought he was cute.
We were sitting there on the couch in my living room, and without a warning, he reached over, pulled me up against him, and kissed me. I kissed back. And it got really hot and crazy in about 5 seconds. We were making out all over each other on the couch, and I finally pulled back. He just looked at me and was breathing hard, and said he wanted me really really bad. I asked him what happens afterwards, and he said that he knew he'd have to go back to his wife, his boring life, and I'd have to go back to my lame husband. He said we'd talk more afterwards. And I asked him what if I didn't want to do this. How would it be? He just looked at me, and said seriously we'd always be friends, no matter if something did or didn't happen. And he said he at least wanted to kiss me more, because that felt amazing. I couldn't say no.
We were on each other for like 10 minutes, kissing, and all the sudden, I felt his hands go up my shirt. I didn't stop him. I felt him rubbing my stomach, and then he was rubbing my bra. I sat up, and pulled off my shirt, and unsnapped my bra. He's the first guy who's seen me like that since I've been with my husband in high school. And he got all worked up and really hot. I was really turned on, and I finally said to him that it wasn't possible that we stop. I just didn't want to stop at that point.
He got off me, and reached down really quickly, and unsnapped my pants, and pulled them down. I kind of stopped him and said what are you doing? And he said he wants to see me. He wants to see all of me. I was kind of nervous, but I didn't try to stop him. He pulled down my pants, and he was just staring. I just looked at him and said what? And he smiled and said he thought I was the sexiest girl he'd seen in years. I kind of laughed and said yeah, sure, you're saying that because you're gonna get laid. And he got serious and said no. He said even if you stop me now, and I don't touch you again. I mean it seriously. You are amazing and ungodly sexy, and it really turns me on. I could just stand there and look at you. I laughed and said well, I'm horny, so I hope you don't just look at me. He smiled and said really? I said yes.
He reached down and unzipped his pants, unbuttoned them, and took them off. I saw how hard he was, and I got freaked out a bit. I hadn't done anything except my husband in a long time, and I think I was worried that he wasn't going to like it, or maybe he'd be lousy or something. But when he took his short off, I kind of stopped, because I was looking at him standing there, and for a guy his age, he looked really amazing.
He got down on the couch, and we started going at it. I felt him poking me, and it was really hard. We were breathing heavy, and then he started moving down on me. I asked what he was doing. And he smiled and said hopefully you. And he started sucking on my nipples, playing with my boobs, and running his hands all over me. I felt myself getting soaked. I was shaking so hard that he had me so turned on. He kept going, and I just laid there with my eyes open looking at him, until I saw him pull my underwear down. And he stopped, and said oh my Lord. You are the most beautiful girl I could ever look at. I even thought you were amazingly cute when you were younger, but oh my God. To come home to someone looking like you ever night? Sweet Jesus. I just laughed and he said I'm serious. He said you are absolutely amazing, and I really want to just eat you up. And he put his mouth between my legs, and licked. My body jerked all over the couch. He laughed and said I haven't seen anything yet. Didn't even ask any questions, just did oral on me for like 20 minutes. I swear I came at least 5 times. He kept going and going and going. And when he finally stopped, there was a huge puddle on the couch from where I'd dripped.
Just after he was done, he was sitting on the couch, and kind of smiled and asked how it was. I was panting and breathing and said it was amazingly and oh my god fantastic. And I just kind of laughed and said he sure knew what he was doing. I saw how hard he was, so I reached over, and started playing with his underwear. And I told him he should take them off. He looked at me, and did, and god he was big. I didn't even say a word. I just reached over, took it in my hand, and stuck my mouth on it. He jerked back so hard that he poked me in the mouth. I heard him say " sorry" and I just started sucking. I was going pretty good, and I heard him tell me to stop, or he might end up having an accident. I just kept going. I heard him grunt a couple of times, and I felt his cum squirt into my mouth. It kind of freaked me out at first, because I don't even let my husband do that. He's never done it. Never let me get that far. And when it happened, I just felt it warm and wet in my mouth, so I kept swallowing. He finally finished, and I felt him go limp. And I heard him say good god. Oh my sweet god. That was intense.
He laid back, and looked at me, and smiled and said good lord. You sure made me lose it. I just laughed and said well that was the point. I told him I'd be right back, and went to clean up. I had to rinse my mouth out, and came back into the living room. He was laying there with a blanket over him. I crawled up on him, and was laying there for awhile. We started kissing, and then like 15 minutes later, I felt him get hard. I looked at him. He just kind of shrugged. Didn't say anything. I pulled the blanket off, and he was stiff.
He looked at me, and I nodded. He asked if I was sure. I said yes. He said what about using something? I said no. And he rolled me over, gently spread my legs, and slid inside me. It went all the way in. I was soaked, and it was dripping all over. I heard him gasp, and I saw his face, and he was breathing hard. I heard him say good lord. Oh my god. You are amazing, and I felt him sliding in and out of me.
It didn't take long, and I came. It was intense. Really hard. He was watching me, and he kept saying you're beautiful. You look so amazing. You feel so good. And I was looking at him, as I was finishing my last orgasm, and I saw his face, and I heard him grunt hard, and he said Oh my god I'm going to cum. I'm going to shoot it inside you. I felt it. Squirts. One after the next. Huge jolts. Warm. Squirting and oozing inside me. He went on for the longest time, and then finally kind of fell on top of me, laying there. We were naked, and just laying there all sticky.
It took awhile, and then we got cleaned up and dressed. Sat there for awhile on the couch talking. I asked him how it would be tomorrow. He smiled and said well, it'll be great if you'll let me come over to see you and do that with you again. i told him I wasn't happy here at home with the kids, and I suspected he was doing what he was, just simply because he wanted to get something different, so I said something. He said no. He actually really liked me, but he wanted something like this, because it was really amazing, and he thought it would be something special.
When he left, I laid there thinking about fucking around with him, and he texted me today and told me he'd like to make this work on the side, as long as nobody found out..
I should feel guilty, but I don't, because jesus, he was amazing.
A couple of nights ago, a friend of mine and I were joking around back and forth. We'd been heavily flirting for a long time, but neither of us had ever taken the steps to really pursue anything. The reason is simple. I'm not that old, just turned 21, but I've been married for two years. I have two kids. Both little. Yes, I'm with the dad of both kids. We've been together for almost 5 years. And it wasn't getting pregnant that made us get married. I thought it was right, I felt it, and I wanted to, as did he. He was really into the planning, and it was a great time. The problem is, I'm bored. He's turned into the same lame guy I've heard stories about for years. And I think that's why it led me to do what I did. Part of it is the fact that my husband has lost interest in a lot of stuff we used to do. Our sex life was amazing. I'm not kidding, at times, before we got married, we'd do it 3 or 4 times in a day. Different places, sometimes in the house, sometimes not. Sometimes in the car, different weird places, and it was always hot and spontaneous. And then all the sudden, about 6 months ago, he just started getting lame. I've heard that after awhile, someone gets comfortable, it's convenient, and all that crap. And it sucks.
Well, one of my best friends is married. He's older than me. I've known him through our family for a long time. He's almost 40. And he's never pushed me into anything. Awhile ago we started flirting back and forth, texting, hiding our Facebook messages, and it turned dirty. I felt guilty at first, tried to stop it, and then realized it was a turn on. He's a good looking dude, married with two kids that are in high school and middle school, and he's perverted, has a dirty mind, and really off the wall funny. He's always nice to everyone, and people love him. So we get along real good.
Well, two nights ago, my husband is out of town doing some work for his construction company he works for. My friend calls me. And he says to me he's home alone, and I should come visit. I told him that the kids were at my folks house, spending the night, and I was alone, so jokingly why didn't he come to visit me? He laughs, and says that's real funny, because he knew I'd have the house alone, having told him that earlier in the week, and he's parked across the street. There are some woods across the street, and a parking lot near where a couple of houses are back there, so everyone living there can park. And anyone visiting or whatever parks back there too, and nobody questions it. He said he could walk across and be in my living room in like 20 seconds. I just joked and said if you come over, you may get more than what you'd planned. And he responded that's why he came over, kind of hoping.
Well, when he came into the house, we were talking. It was awkward, and I finally said I'm married, you're married, and this isn't really a good idea. And he said it's not, but he said that he's so into me, he can't stop thinking about me. And then he tells me honestly, that he fucked his wife the other day, and although it was really boring and lame, he made it fun because he thought about me while he was doing it. I mean, that's kind of different, no guy has told me that they've done THAT, and him being older, and thinking about all that. I just kind of laughed and said well, it's because I'm young, and you're into little girls. He laughed and said no. I'm not into little girls. Just you. That's all. And he was really serious.
I'd never thought about cheating. He told me that he'd never cheated on his wife. Not ever. He said she wasn't a bad person, he was just bored, and guess he's looking for someone he likes, more fun, has a better time, and knows what she wants. And i asked him if it was what he wanted. He said that he knew I was interest, but he wasn't sure if I wanted him, because he's older, with older kids and all that. Well, it wasn't even that. I always liked him, even when I was a younger kid, and I always thought he was cute.
We were sitting there on the couch in my living room, and without a warning, he reached over, pulled me up against him, and kissed me. I kissed back. And it got really hot and crazy in about 5 seconds. We were making out all over each other on the couch, and I finally pulled back. He just looked at me and was breathing hard, and said he wanted me really really bad. I asked him what happens afterwards, and he said that he knew he'd have to go back to his wife, his boring life, and I'd have to go back to my lame husband. He said we'd talk more afterwards. And I asked him what if I didn't want to do this. How would it be? He just looked at me, and said seriously we'd always be friends, no matter if something did or didn't happen. And he said he at least wanted to kiss me more, because that felt amazing. I couldn't say no.
We were on each other for like 10 minutes, kissing, and all the sudden, I felt his hands go up my shirt. I didn't stop him. I felt him rubbing my stomach, and then he was rubbing my bra. I sat up, and pulled off my shirt, and unsnapped my bra. He's the first guy who's seen me like that since I've been with my husband in high school. And he got all worked up and really hot. I was really turned on, and I finally said to him that it wasn't possible that we stop. I just didn't want to stop at that point.
He got off me, and reached down really quickly, and unsnapped my pants, and pulled them down. I kind of stopped him and said what are you doing? And he said he wants to see me. He wants to see all of me. I was kind of nervous, but I didn't try to stop him. He pulled down my pants, and he was just staring. I just looked at him and said what? And he smiled and said he thought I was the sexiest girl he'd seen in years. I kind of laughed and said yeah, sure, you're saying that because you're gonna get laid. And he got serious and said no. He said even if you stop me now, and I don't touch you again. I mean it seriously. You are amazing and ungodly sexy, and it really turns me on. I could just stand there and look at you. I laughed and said well, I'm horny, so I hope you don't just look at me. He smiled and said really? I said yes.
He reached down and unzipped his pants, unbuttoned them, and took them off. I saw how hard he was, and I got freaked out a bit. I hadn't done anything except my husband in a long time, and I think I was worried that he wasn't going to like it, or maybe he'd be lousy or something. But when he took his short off, I kind of stopped, because I was looking at him standing there, and for a guy his age, he looked really amazing.
He got down on the couch, and we started going at it. I felt him poking me, and it was really hard. We were breathing heavy, and then he started moving down on me. I asked what he was doing. And he smiled and said hopefully you. And he started sucking on my nipples, playing with my boobs, and running his hands all over me. I felt myself getting soaked. I was shaking so hard that he had me so turned on. He kept going, and I just laid there with my eyes open looking at him, until I saw him pull my underwear down. And he stopped, and said oh my Lord. You are the most beautiful girl I could ever look at. I even thought you were amazingly cute when you were younger, but oh my God. To come home to someone looking like you ever night? Sweet Jesus. I just laughed and he said I'm serious. He said you are absolutely amazing, and I really want to just eat you up. And he put his mouth between my legs, and licked. My body jerked all over the couch. He laughed and said I haven't seen anything yet. Didn't even ask any questions, just did oral on me for like 20 minutes. I swear I came at least 5 times. He kept going and going and going. And when he finally stopped, there was a huge puddle on the couch from where I'd dripped.
Just after he was done, he was sitting on the couch, and kind of smiled and asked how it was. I was panting and breathing and said it was amazingly and oh my god fantastic. And I just kind of laughed and said he sure knew what he was doing. I saw how hard he was, so I reached over, and started playing with his underwear. And I told him he should take them off. He looked at me, and did, and god he was big. I didn't even say a word. I just reached over, took it in my hand, and stuck my mouth on it. He jerked back so hard that he poked me in the mouth. I heard him say " sorry" and I just started sucking. I was going pretty good, and I heard him tell me to stop, or he might end up having an accident. I just kept going. I heard him grunt a couple of times, and I felt his cum squirt into my mouth. It kind of freaked me out at first, because I don't even let my husband do that. He's never done it. Never let me get that far. And when it happened, I just felt it warm and wet in my mouth, so I kept swallowing. He finally finished, and I felt him go limp. And I heard him say good god. Oh my sweet god. That was intense.
He laid back, and looked at me, and smiled and said good lord. You sure made me lose it. I just laughed and said well that was the point. I told him I'd be right back, and went to clean up. I had to rinse my mouth out, and came back into the living room. He was laying there with a blanket over him. I crawled up on him, and was laying there for awhile. We started kissing, and then like 15 minutes later, I felt him get hard. I looked at him. He just kind of shrugged. Didn't say anything. I pulled the blanket off, and he was stiff.
He looked at me, and I nodded. He asked if I was sure. I said yes. He said what about using something? I said no. And he rolled me over, gently spread my legs, and slid inside me. It went all the way in. I was soaked, and it was dripping all over. I heard him gasp, and I saw his face, and he was breathing hard. I heard him say good lord. Oh my god. You are amazing, and I felt him sliding in and out of me.
It didn't take long, and I came. It was intense. Really hard. He was watching me, and he kept saying you're beautiful. You look so amazing. You feel so good. And I was looking at him, as I was finishing my last orgasm, and I saw his face, and I heard him grunt hard, and he said Oh my god I'm going to cum. I'm going to shoot it inside you. I felt it. Squirts. One after the next. Huge jolts. Warm. Squirting and oozing inside me. He went on for the longest time, and then finally kind of fell on top of me, laying there. We were naked, and just laying there all sticky.
It took awhile, and then we got cleaned up and dressed. Sat there for awhile on the couch talking. I asked him how it would be tomorrow. He smiled and said well, it'll be great if you'll let me come over to see you and do that with you again. i told him I wasn't happy here at home with the kids, and I suspected he was doing what he was, just simply because he wanted to get something different, so I said something. He said no. He actually really liked me, but he wanted something like this, because it was really amazing, and he thought it would be something special.
When he left, I laid there thinking about fucking around with him, and he texted me today and told me he'd like to make this work on the side, as long as nobody found out..
I should feel guilty, but I don't, because jesus, he was amazing.
