I finally got my first boyfriend last August. I was always so shy and self-conscious in high school I pretty much never even talked to any boys. I met a boy on-line and it was weeks before I finally agreed to meet him. I was so scared to meet him I backed out a bunch of times but a friend kind of pushed me into going and it worked out. It was tough at first but the guy acted like he thought I was hot and we did stuff. I let him play with my boobs and I gave him a blow job and it turned out that not only was I good at it but it was really fun so I gave him a bunch more. Then we went to school and we stopped seeing each other.

I met an older guy on-line who also said I was hot and I met him. He loved how I gave blow jobs and would take me to hotels a lot. I let him do anal on me and I loved it. I wanted to wait to lose my virginity to a real boyfriend tho so we never had regular sex but he used to eat me out and he could really make me cum. Then it turned out he was married and we had to stop.

I met a boy who I talked with a lot texting before we hung out. I watched him while he played video games. We did that a bunch of times before he finally asked if I'd snuggle with him. I was like finally. So we snuggled while he played his game but I was horny and rubbed his dick then blew him. It was his first ever blow job and I think he liked it lol. We've been dating since October. I pretty much live at his house and am hardly ever at my dorm anymore.

The problem is that my bf isn't good at sex. Like at all. I really take care of him but he doesn't really do anything for me. He fingers me a little and has only licked me a few times but I don't think he likes it. We've had sex a lot but it was bad the first time and still is. He pretty much just want blow jobs so most of the time when we fuck its only for a few minutes and he stops and asks me to suck him. He never makes me cum.

His step==dad is this big Mexican guy like from Mexico. He's like fifty years old or maybe older. I don't understand him too good but he always says I'm sexy. I always thought it was cute at first when he started calling me Blondie. Then one day when I was at the house alone with him he asked me about sex. I didn't understand really but thought he was asking about me having sex with my bf in the house. I didn't know what to say. He kept talking but I was confused. He did say nice ass a bunch of times so I was like ok and walked out to go to my bf's room. As I walked by he slapped my butt. I was like oh shit. I was going to tell my bf about it thinking it was maybe a cultural thing but decided not too.

A few days later he did it again and he started doing it whenever we were alone. I asked him not too. He just laughed and said sexy no worry and rubbed it. I was feeling weird about it but also kinda flattered. I know it sounds stupid but I always feel like I'm ugly and I liked the attention.

I know this is going to sound really bad and I know I'm a slut but awhile ago my bf's step-dad did something more. He slapped my butt like always in the hallway then stepped in front of me looking down me me smiling saying sexy. He reached down to feel my butt more than usual like really squeezing and feeling it. It felt good. I thought he would stop like always but he didn't. He backed me against the wall and pulled my top down and bra up. He pinned me against the wall and leaned down to suck my boobs. I was struggling. He kept saying its ok its ok as he felt my ass and sucked my boobs.

Then he reached between my legs. He rubbed my pussy through my jeans. I squirmed away but hes so huge and I'm really tiny. And it felt good. Too good. He held me whispering in my ear stuff I didn't understand but it got better and better until I was rubbing back and I came. He kept rubbing until I came two more times then I had to beg him to stop I was so sensitive. He stopped saying sexy sexy then walked away.

I stood there amazed for like ten minutes with my stupid boobs hanging out. I finally fixed myself and went to our room where I was kind of freaked out. I felt really guilty and ended up giving my bf an amazing bj later to make it up to him.

Unfortunately it got worse. He did it to me again. Then again. He kept making me cum every chance he got like two or three times a day on days my bf was at class when I was home. I felt bad bc I was cheating and he's marrired to bf's dad/ I turned into a slut.

Then one day, he pulled his dick out while he rubbed me and was stroking it. After me made me cum a few times he let go of me and went to zip up but I was looking at his dick. It was really big.m uch bigger than bf's and it was uncircumsized. I was really curious. I touched it, then stroked it. Then dropped to my knees and sucked him. He held my head and pulled my hair and kept whispering blondie while I sucked him. When he came it was so much like a porn guy lol. I really loved it. I sucked my bf later too.

I started giving them both lots of bjs. I love giving them and they love getting. Then I went to far and walked by my bf's step dad one morning when we were both home alone. I'd purposely timed it knowing he was coming. And all I was wearing was my bf's shirt with no underwear. I wanted him to fuck nme. I wasn't gonna try it myself but if he tried I was going to let him.

He tried. As I walked past him I smiled, he smiled, he grabbed me saying sexy. He got excited when he realized I had no panties on. He fingered me for the first time. Really hard god he made me cum so hard. I wrapped my arms around his neck and held on practically crying in pleasure. I was dripping and he said something like fuck blondie and then he fucked me. Right against the wall. His dick hurt at first when he shoved it in its so big and I wasn't ready but I got used to it. I guess I like big ones because he he fucked me silly. He fucks so hard and rough and he really makes me cum unlike my poor bf :(. We fuck all the time now. I feel like his sex slut now.

I really wish my bf was like his step-dad. I don't like that I'm having sex with an old guy but it's so good and I'm horny all the time. Every time I say that's it last time, then I'm horny again. I've been trying to get bf to be more aggressive and fuck me hard but he's just not interested. I'm kind of waiting for summer to get a break from them and maybe find someone else.