Ever since I can remember I liked my neighbor girl. She was a year younger than me, and when I was nine and she was eight I made her get totally naked for me and I got naked and I ate her pussy. She didn't eat my pussy that time, but I made her eat my pussy a couple of days later. We were eight and nine and we were doing all the nasty stuff.

We were best friends as far as our families were concerned and we were totally unsupervised. By the time we were twelve and thirteen we had developed more and we would get naked and lock ourselves together in these long embraces and just kiss each other until our mouths hurt. We did a lot of titty sucking and were avid pussy eaters. At that age we were into very detailed and visual exploration.

In our late teens, we were more modest, and we had become pretty normal, sex was a lot about loving and doing things for each other, but we still enjoyed being naked together, and I especially liked her strutting her stuff for me. It was then that we took an oath to be together.

In college I had my first experience with a boy. I let him have sex with me at a party. After that I had sex with several other boys, and became a regular slut and got a reputation. This put a big strain on my relationship with Amanda, unlike me she had no interest what ever with boys and she was hurt that I had tried that.

After college we had to make some serious decisions, I had a job offer 100 miles away, in the 'big' city, and she had to decide if she was going to tag along. It was decision making time, if she was going to be with me, she had to pack up her belongins and join me. This was a lot harder than you think, it was decision making time, either your committed to being together or your not. I reminded her of our oath and promised I would not get involved with any other person, male or female. I swore myself to her. What more could I do?

In the end she didn't come with me.

When did I know I loved her, in the biblical sense? I was pretty young, because on the day I got her naked and ate her pussy, I was already in love with her. Why did I mess around in college and let those guys fuck me? Because I was stupid, at the time I wanted to fit in. Am I sorry I hurt her? every day. I swore myself to her, and I mean every bit of it. I love her. Always did and always will.

Amanda, are you listening? I am yours. I love you.

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