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I confess - I want to have an affair, but I dont want to make that first move.
Years ago, I gave a couple blowjobs to a coworker but I was not ready then to do anything more than that. Now I wish I would have done it all.
As bad as it sounds, I do love my husband but I need something more.
I find myself wanting to flirt more, or hope that a man will make a move on me so I can just react and not think about how wrong it would be.
I have gone to the store without a bra on, just so guys can see most of my bare breasts.
If one of them would force themsevles on me just a little, I would be all his.

I have tried to get my husband to be more agressive in bed - but its just not him.
He is not blessed size-wise, but I hate to think that is the only reason I am looking.
I refuse to post an ad on a dating site or that Ashley Madison website - I want it to happen more spontaniously. For instance, I was jogging the other day, it was not nice outside so the path was secluded. A guy happened to jog by me going in the opposite direction. Omg - my heart just started racing. All I could think of was him taking me right there - against a tree, or in the tall grass next to the path. I wanted to make love to this stranger who I passed for only a couple seconds!
I was at the library last week, and a guy who looked like he was in college (maybe even younger) was in the same narrow aisle that I was walking down. I had to squeeze by him, and my body rubbed into his a little. Wow - I got instantly aroused. My face got flush and for the next 20 minutes all I could think of was WHERE this guy and I could quietly have sex in the library. I wish he knew the thoughts I was having.

I dont know how much longer I can stay this frustrated.
I have just about worn out a large "toy" that I have hidden from my husband, but I need the real thing.
I am going to get an oil change a bit later on today, and I know its mostly men working there. They will be all greasy and dirty, but I will be fantasizing about them while I am there. One of them could be busy with me in the office, while two of them work on my car. And they can change places as often as the want.
Here I go again.....

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# 23388 - by Anonymous / April 6, 2015

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by Anonymous on Apr 6, 2015 at 6:27 PM

I too love my wife. But there is something inside of me,I love to flirt I love to play the game. The excitement of the chase. I go to the store I see sexy braless women and I see how far I can get with them. I make sure they know I'm looking at them sexually. I really wish I could meet you. Here I go again

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by Anonymous on Apr 7, 2015 at 6:11 AM

No luck with my oil change guys....ugggg....but the place was kind of crowded so it probably would not have worked out anyhow. Can I ask how far you have gotten with the women you see at the store? I am trying to figure out how to go from wanting it, to teasing by wearing no bra, to have it actually happen. Not sure what I would have yelled out to the guy jogging by me to make him stop and just start groping me.
Thanks for the response though...

by Anonymous on Apr 7, 2015 at 6:24 PM

I have seen many braless women in stores and handled it in differant ways,but here is a confession i put on here a while ago. does this help. Please let me know, It is post number 22278

by Anonymous on Apr 9, 2015 at 5:07 PM

I have posted the first and 3rd comments about your post. And I keep coming back here to see if there is any response. I enjoyed it because as I said before flirting and teasing really excite me. And you sound like a female version of me. I love flirting that just seems to happen

by Anonymous on Apr 10, 2015 at 7:06 AM

What is sad - is that I know my husband and I will be intimate at some point this weekend, and I am already dreading it. My mind will be thinking back to the guy at the forest preserve, or the guy in the library, or the men at the oil change place. Any of them could have had me.
Its going to be up to me to make it happen I guess.

by Anonymous on Apr 12, 2015 at 8:18 PM

I know what you mean. The sex at home never seems to reach the level of excitement of the sex that was initiated by flirting or teasing. I dont want to make love, I want to have sex with the person who has flirted with me or who i thought was flirting. When I am fucking this person (sorry for being so blunt) i look into her eyes and think. Did you realize your flirting was going to lead to this, Do you realize how much i am enjoying you. I love women who flirt

by Anonymous on Apr 13, 2015 at 6:41 AM

I finally made a "first move"....some neighbors of our were having a party over the weekend, and a guy who recently moved to the area was there. His name is Steve, he is super tall, and I found out recently divorced. I will admit it took a few drinks for me to get the nerve to break away from my husband and talk to Steve one on one. I giggled a lot - and flirted a lot. My heart was racing. Steve said he works one weekend day a week, and is usually off on Wednesdays. I cant believe I said this, but I said "well if you are really bored some Wednesday, you should stop by to visit". OMG...I wanted to take those words back as soon as I said them. Now I cant think about anything else expect Wednesday, and whether or not Steve will stop by.

by Anonymous on Apr 13, 2015 at 3:09 PM

What was his reaction when you started flirting, Did you kind of let him know what you wanted? I,m just thinking this is too close to home. Be careful

by Anonymous on Apr 14, 2015 at 6:22 AM

I think Steve caught on the way I was giggling so much with him. And then when I asked him about Wednesdays and if he was bored sometime to stop by and visit, I am sure he knew what I was suggesting.
I did not sleep much at all thinking about all of this. Yes - its close to home, but so convenient, right?
So many ideeas and wishes though - too many to write here..lol. I know I have to be careful, and I will let Steve know that is THE most important thing as well.

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