I get so tired of girls my age, or in general, who are weirded out by giving head. Okay, look: I'm 19 and a virgin. I've never let a guy enter my vagina with his cock. But I have been giving blowjobs for years and generally I just love it. I get so aroused by a guy's member and my ability to control it. I love giving handjobs, too, or whatever makes a guy ejaculate. Yes, sometimes I watch guys on chat jerk off just so I can see them ejaculate and that does turn me on so I can get myself off, but nothing does it for me like feeling a guy burst in my mouth, across my tongue, and down my throat. Or even to feel it release across my hands after a sensual, intimate massage of his manhood. Girls who don't do this, well, to each their own, but it bugs me when they get all "Ew. I don't do that because it's gross" because they are missing out on so much. Do they not get the same self-fulfilling pleasure of knowing you pleased the man you're with? Yes, I get in a way that for me it's more a selfish arousal than really doing it for them, but does a guy really care if he just got an awesome blowjob or handjob? If he got to ejaculate in my mouth or anywhere he wanted to on my body? Something tells me they are all to happy to let it happen, as happy as I am to do it. And if you're wondering why I haven't let a guy take my virginity yet... well, that I am saving for someone special. I know it sounds weird but if a guy wants to be with me long enough until I'm ready then he'll get it, but not until I'm ready. Yes, I understand that sounds weird given what I will do, and yes I have had guys date me and then dump me because I do that stuff but won't sleep with them. It'll happen when it does.