It all started about 15 years ago when I had back surgery, was straight then and now have ED. So my sex life has gone bye bye, at least the way it used to be. So all I could do is try to masturbate and get an erection that would not stay hard enough for this, so my cum was usually with a limp dick I then turned to dildos and found this very enjoyable.
I then sought out a Mistress online to see what would happen. I was told to strip naked, then she had me put on women's lingerie (something I've done before, love that feeling). Then she applied makeup, now I was all girlie looking and she said what a pretty little slut I am. Next she got naked and then put a strap-on on her. She told me to get on my knees and to suck it like a sissy slut should, meanwhile she slapped my balls and spanked my ass. It was now time to take your virginity away, she said. She said bend over and applied some lube then slowly entered me with her strap-on, then after relaxing it became easier and easier to take, as she pumped deeper and harder, she pumped my cock with every stroke and I was erect and came harder than ever before.
So being with a mistress became the norm, then soon one day, she said a sissy needs real cock too, so was told to suck a real cock to completion and to swallow every drop, the next time I was to bend over for it. So now not only have I had dildos, strap-ons but real cock in my holes.
I now own many lingerie items, skirts, wig, makeup and even silicone breast forms. I have been on craigslist and found men to come over and fuck this sissy.
I am no longer straight, but have become a closeted sissy, bisexual bottom sissy faggot, taking cock, eating cum, getting fucked and actually, I really do love it, sex has never been this good for me. I do have many fetishes in the BDSM world that I have experienced and enjoy, such as discipline, toys, chastity, humiliation (verbal and in front of others), water sports, love pee play a lot. I have also done some penis sounding and now am exploring diaper play. I find it very hot to get into a couple pair of diapers and just let lose and soak and mess in them.
My diaper fetish has become very taboo. I have made breakfast and then dumped it down my diapers until I soak them and even messed in them and then ate my breakfast. I sometimes take my dirt diapers and wipe my face and cock with them. On just about any weekend, when I am going to be home all day, I get up and start drinking my coffee and put my diapers and plastic panties on and get messy.
I do have 3 fantasies yet undone, the first is to get gang banged, the second is to get fisted (have been using all my toys, some quite big for the stretching) and the last one is to be taken to a store, specializing in lingerie, by a female and to have her tell the sale staff that I need to be fitted for a bra, panties and etc.. I will be humiliated in front of her and the sales staff and anyone else in the store., this could also be extended to going to a salon, looking like a sissy all dressed up and getting a full makeover

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