I have never had sexual thoughts about my daughter until tonight. I haven't seen her naked since she was about three. Her Mom died of cancer three years ago. Ordinarily I would just turn this matter over to her and let her deal with it but she isn't here any more and I am just don't know what to do. And part of the problem is that having caught her like that I have a boner and I'm starting to have thoughts about my daughter that I really don't want to have. As soon as I got back to my room and locked the door I took the vibrator to my nose and inhaled her smell. It was like a not yet ripened version of her mother's aroma. It reminded me of the way her mother smelled when her mother and I were in high school and I was first trying to get her to let me eat her out. I was a Junior and she was a freshman, two years age difference, and she was the pretties girl in the 9th grade, or the whole school for that matter. We dated for about five years before we got married. The smell of my daughter's essence on the vibrator is what got me started tonight. In five minutes after smelling her and having watched her frig herself to her last few seconds of orgasm I started to fantasize about reliving some of the things I did with my wife, with my daughter. But I set the vibrator down on my night stand and opened up her laptop to see what would inspire an 11 year old pure innocent little virgin to r*pe herself with a finger size vibrator. I went to the website she was looking at and to the page and it was a website that lets anyone view free porn videos. I started up the video and I could not believe my eyes. There was a girl, slender, short, flat chested in pigtails who looked like she was around my daughter's age. She was naked, tied up and two adult men were whipping her with a wire whip in her bleeding vagina. The girl was thrashing about screaming like she was being skinned alive. The video was half an hour long and was about half way through which means my innocent little baby daughter was wildly frigging herself to an orgasm while watching another eleven year old girl tied up naked getting the flesh whipped off her pubic mound. My pure baby was getting off on watching a little girl being tortured and I didn't know if she was living vicariously through the girl imagining it was her getting whipped on her pussy or if she was having sadistic lesbian fantasies imagining herself doing the whipping.
So I watched the video through while I jerked off imagining my daughter sucking my cock while I whipped her pussy to a bloody mess.
I feel a little guilty about getting turned on seeing my daughter do that and jerking off to the mental image but not a lot guilty. It's not like I sought out the situation. I simply reacted to it. Yes I want to fuck her badly now and I would love to whip her but she is my daughter and she's only a little girl and I don't want to actually harm her. My guilt over viewing the naked little girl getting her pussy whipped was blotted out a lot when at the very end of the video they interviews the girl who while her eyes were still red from crying, she was now smiling and saying she had a blast and wanted to do it again soon and the last thing she did was hold up her driver's license to show she just turned 18. OK so I wasn't watching bizarre c********n after all.
Now I just got to figure out what to do about my daughter. I don't want to be the prude intolerant father who freaks out when his child masturbates. But I really am concerned about the particular category of porn she seems to be watching and the kind of fantasies she is having. I don't want to have a knock on the door one day and it's the police telling me my daughter was whipped to death and they found her with a smile on her dead face. I am considering introducing corporal punishment into my menu of fatherly discipline which until now has been limited to reduced privileges and grounding and temporarily taking away electronics. But a part of me wants to do that just to get off on torturing my daughter in a legitimate way. Another part of me wants to take the door of it's hinges and restrict her internet usage to what she can do in front of me. But I don't think either is the best solution. I sure would welcome suggestions.
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