I have been seeing two men for the past year - and neither one knows about the other.
Its like I am leading a double life sometimes, but I dont want to hurt either of them.
Ond of the guys is bigger, more aggresive, and its such a wild kind of sex with him. The other is more tender, passionate, and a softer kind of love making. I have the best of both worlds.

I have gone on an afternoon date with one guy, then an evening date with the other. And yes - there has been dozens of times where I have had sex with both guys on the same day, a few times less than 1 hour apart. As excitng as it was for me, I did always feel horrible for whoever was with me 2nd. But to to go bed those nights, knowing I had satisfied both guys and I had a mixture of them still inside me, was kind of special.

I wish both guys knew about each other so I would not have to sneak around so much.
I wish they were not so different sexually - I cant imagine not having that kind of variety, though.
They have both asked me to move in with them. Wouldnt it be great if the 3 of us could live together...wow.
We would only need two bedrooms and I could just alternate nights between them! lol....
I can dream, right?

I know someone will get hurt at some point - and I hate thinking about that.
I am not a bad person, I am just in love with two guys.