He's much older than I, but it's been a really long time since I had this much fun with someone, and it been even longer since I felt mental and physical attraction, even more so, on such a level. So can you blame me for wanting to fuck him?
Rather, for wanting him to fuck me senseless so I'm a moaning mess beneath him? With my wrists pinned in his grasp and my legs around his waist, begging for him over and over and over? His thick, rock hard cock slamming into me mercilessly. Mmm. I can't help but fantasize about him.
I want him to dominate me, and make me submit and oh god I'm sure he knows what I want and how badly I want to take our friendship to another place. He has this look in his eyes that says he knows.
So it's difficult not to act on my own feelings when he flirtatiously jokes around. And then subtle innuendo suggests that he'd be every bit the dom in the bedroom and be very willing to show me that he's really the one in control. His authority is a total turn on, fuck.
But I honestly believe that he wouldn't make the first move because I'm a decade younger. He'll probably never make a move. And the age gap was enough to slow ME down for a while but I can't deny my attraction or my feelings so fuck the age gap. I know what I want, and he's not exactly subtle about what he wants, all the time. So soon enough, I'm going to initiate something and fingers crossed that it works out and he doesn't vehemently reject me thinking about the age gap again.