I have always been a feminine looking guy, but in middle school I went to a costume party as a girl and nobody could tell. I didn't tell anyone who I was. Everyone thought I was a loner girl and kept hitting on me. I ended up sucking off a couple guys before I got out of there. I gagged and chocked when the first guy tried to push farther into my mouth and when he came. The second guy was a lot better, his cock was smaller and didn't cum as much. When I got home I didn't tell anyone what happened, and I hid my outfit in my closet, but I kept thinking about how it felt to have those guys wanting me and then sucking on their cocks. It felt great and I loved being the one they wanted.

It wasn't long until I tried it again. I wanted that experience again, and when a couple of guys hit on me at the party, I agreed to suck them. This time was way better. I took control and unzipped each of their pants and jacked them and sucked them. When I felt each of them about to cum, I didn't put their cock as deep in my mouth and I let them each cum in my mouth. I swallowed and let them see I had, then they wanted to fuck me, but no way I was going to be found out that I was not a girl. I took off again.

Well, since it has become a regular thing with me to go out in trap dress and suck guys without them knowing my true gender. I feel one of these days I am going to get caught at it, but I love doing this and I don't want to stop.

I am a fairly good looking girl, maybe an 8-ish (unless you score heavily on boobs). I usually dress fairly slutty looking with a short leather mini and tube top, not bra (no boobs either), stocking with garters -- so the tops show below my skirt, and 5" heels. I've taken makeup lessons from the local beauty college and I wear makeup as good as any true girl. I find that thick red lipstick is best for me when I go out, it seems to get the guys all looking at my lips and getting the idea of putting their cock in there.

Recently I have been thinking more and more about letting the guy know my gender, and seeing if I can suck him any way. I think I would even beg him to let me. I don't know if I am getting used to the excitement and want more, or if I am starting to feel guilty about sucking off guys and them not knowing I'm not a true girl. In any case I am not going to stop, and I really would like to see if I can get a guy to let me suck him if he knows about me. I don't want anal sex, and I don't want him to suck me. I just enjoy sucking guys' cocks when I am dressed up as a girl.