It is a fantasy I have always had. I can't help it. It's something I have always wanted to do, even though I know it's wrong, and I know that it's something no one should ever talk about, think about, or even want to consider. But I can't help it. I'm an active guy, I've been married for almost 15 years, and I can't help that I have hormone problems that make me think about the dirtiest stuff, and get perverted and so horny I can't control it. I'm not kidding when I say I masturbate to porn 8 or 9 times a week.

But my fantasy that I have had, for almost the last 4 years, is to fuck my daughter. Yes. She's my real daughter. She just turned 17 this year, is going to finish her junior year of high school, and she's going to be a senior this fall. I know it's just wrong. But if you'd seen her, you'd know what it does to me, and you may not understand it, but at least if I explain what goes on in my mind, you might at least know why I think what I do.

About a year ago, I saw her in the bathroom, with nothing on. And it was the first time I'd seen her naked. She's about 5 foot 3, weighs about 150 pounds, a bit heavy, a bit of a stomach, kind of plump thighs, and without her knowing, I stood there and started at her firm boobs, her big round nipples, and a red flaming pubic hair bush covering her pussy. I felt my dick grow instantly hard, and I cursed myself for being a perverted dirty old man. She's got long red hair, big eyes, a bit of a pudgy face, and she's got kind of thick thighs. I've heard "curvy" describe girls her size, and that's what it is, but I still can't physically help being so fucking sexually turned on by her it drives me nuts.

Two weeks ago, I was in the hall, and I saw her standing in her bedroom in a pair of black underwear, and a cute little pink bra, and I couldn't help staring at her, thinking for the love of God, why do I want to so desperately fuck my own kid? I know it's warped, and it's just disgusting, but I can't help it. And I went downstairs that night, found some "daddy/daughter" porn, and jerked so intensely hard I thought I'd never stop cumming.

If I had my ways, what I would dearly love to do is walk in sometimes when I'd catch her masturbating (I know she does it - I've heard it at night, and I've gotten my dick hard, and I've cum hearing her orgasm in her own room). I've imagined it's me, my dick between her legs, when she's reaching her orgasm, and I'm filling her fire red bush with my cum, squirting so hard I can't stop trembling and my body from shaking as I enter her, and fill her up.

I'd love to walk into her room, and catch her in the act. I would love to see her naked body, her legs spread, her plump thighs spread out on the bed, her fingers between her legs, and stand there staring as she caresses her pussy. I'd love to stand there with my dick hard and thrusting against my shorts. And I'd imagine she'd stare at me, and ask me if I'd like to give her some help? I would. Desperately. I'd ask her if she'd move her fingers out of the way. I'd go between her plump thighs, and I'd proceed to lick her beautiful red pubic hair bush. I'd slide my fingers inside her hair, and I'd let them enter her 17 year old pussy. I'd caress her vaginal lips, I'd enter my fingers inside her gently, and after wetting them, I'd pull them out, and let her eyes widen as I slid them into my mouth, letting her watch me swallow her teenage pussy juice.

But this time, my cock would be so erect and thrusting so hard against my shorts, I fantasize that she would stare at me without a word, and I'd pull my shorts down around my ankles, stepping out of them slowly. She would lay there on her bed, and spread her legs. I'd walk between her, and she would hesitate, until I said "Please? I just want to. Please don't tell me no" and she would nod slowly.

I would enter her fire red pubic hair bush with my massively erect cock, and feel it enter inside her teenage pussy so slowly, and so delicately. I would hold back with everything I had, watching myself enter her, erect, filling her up, and moving forward until I was between her legs, my body against hers, and my ass as close to her naked body as I could get. I would look between our legs, seeing my cock enter her, and pull out slowly, and then enter her again. I would slowly and gently make love to my teenage daughter, filling her up with my manhood.

And when I felt myself growing intensely harder, and feeling the orgasm building up, I would stare at her, asking her if I could release myself. Her answer would be "I'm not on birth control pills, so please don't do it up inside me". I would build it up slowly and then gradually, feel it filling me. As I thrusted in and out of her, pulling and pushing, I would feel it. And at the last moment, when I was set to reach orgasm, I would pull out of her fire red pussy hair busy, and out of her teenage pussy.

I exploded. I felt my orgasm just burst from within, exploding across her pubic hair busy, across her stomach, and shooting across her pelvic bone. I would use my hand, stroking it gently, feeling it explode over and over again, shooting massive squirts of white cum all over her naked body, and coating her plump thighs.

When I was done, staring at my limp cock, I would look at her and say "sweet jesus. That was amazing. You were absolutely incredible". I would slowly pull up my shorts, covering my soaking wet limp cock, and pull up my boxers covering my naked lower half. I would see her sit up, and slowly wrap a blanket around her.

Fantasizing that I had just had the most amazing and intense physical sex with my daughter I could imagine, what came next was unexpected. When she said she loved everything I'd done, but she wanted to experience letting me orgasm inside her. My response "you're not on the pill" to her response "we can deal with it later" would get me instantly horny again, feel my body building up again, and tingling from within. Staring at her red pubic hair bush, and knowing that in a matter of time, my erect cock would once again be entering her.

I know it's my daughter. I know she's only a teenager. But I simply cannot help fantasizing about having the most incredible massive orgasms first on her naked body, and then, trembling to the core, emptying my manhood inside her teenage pussy.