I'm 26 years old, married with two kids, and for years, I'd always wanted to tell someone that I let my step dad fuck me when I was 16. Even my husband doesn't know obviously, because we have kids together, and that makes them my step dad's grand kids in a way (through marriage, but it's still the same).

He's still married to my mom. She's lame, boring, a prude, and I know from having talked to him through the years, she's still not fucking much like he'd want to. When I was 16, one thing led to another, and we ended up fucking in my bedroom. Once the first night. Then a couple nights later, when my little brother was at my grandparents house, my step dad and I were in the house alone. He fucked me three times. He told me that night he'd never cum three times in a single day having sex. Ever.

I should feel guilty as hell, but I don't. I "dated" throughout high school, always hung out with guys, and in truth, I fucked one other guy all the way through high school. That was it. Because I'd had sex with my step dad on average at least once a week, sometimes more, depending on my mom's work schedule. Yeah, I should feel shitty, but I liked how he made me feel, so I guess I don't.

Since I've been married, I've fucked my step dad probably 8 or 9 times. My husband doesn't make a lot of effort, and I can't help that I get horny. When we're together, my step dad gets me feeling really good, and I've gotten horny, so when he's asked me "would you ever consider having sex with me again?" the first time I said yes, I decided I didn't want to stop doing it, if it felt good like it does.

If my husband did what I wanted, I'd probably stop cheating. I think i would. But since he won't? I don't want to find some random dude. I've been with my step dad enough, we keep it between us, and nobody else knows.