Straight Male / 45
I am married with two kids. I love them dearly, and I have a good life. I work a solid job, make good money, and I have a good social circle of friends.
The problem is, my dreams and wishes involve fantasizing about having sex with younger girls. I'm not talking like 8 or 9 year old girls. To me, that's just kind of fucked up.
But I see my daughter's teenage friends that are 14-15. I see my son's teenage friends (girls) that are 15-16 years old. They are so amazing and sexy. I know physically my wife does not turn me on like she used to in the past. And in truth, I love fantasizing when we are having sex (three or four times a month as typical) that it's one of my daughter's teenage friends that I am having a massive body shaking, making my heart throb in my chest, penis exploding orgasm.
I have fantasies all the time. There have been times that quite honestly, I have walked by my daughter's room and I have seen her friends in the state of undress. I've seen some in their panties and bras. Some wear thongs. Some wear regular underwear and normal bras. Others I know shop in the Pink store, and Victoria's secret. I've seen a number of her friends half dressed, and on a couple of occasions, I've even seen one or two of her friends naked, standing there looking at clothes. I've seen the runway strip of pussy hair covering her vagina. I've seen her firm round teenage breasts, her nipples erect because the room is a bit cold. And on one occasion, I even saw her fingering her nipples, and then touching her pubic hair, running her fingers along the lips of her vagina.
Later that night, I initiated sex with my wife. The reason being, the fact I was fantasizing about having sex with my daughter's friend who is 15, and has the body and physical makeup of a girl at least 3-4 years older than her. As I sucked on my wife's nipples (she has a pretty decent sized chest, bigger than my daughter's teenage friend), I closed my eyes, and imagined myself with her friend's nipple in my mouth. I felt my penis growing harder and harder by the moment. I imagined cupping my teenage daughter's friends breast.
And several minutes later, I fantasized it was me performing oral sex on her friend, spreading her slight somewhat skinny teenage thighs, touching my mouth to her pubic hair strip, slowly entering her vagina with my tongue, and licking her until she was wet. When I heard my wife orgasm, I fantasized it was the friend of my daughter's laying there, gasping my name in orgasmic heaven, and then when I was finally done, my fantasy went to a new level.
As my wife doesn't use birth control, and I haven't used condoms in years, I had no need to slow myself down. I closed my eyes, entered my wife slowly, and the fantasy took over. I saw her with her eyes closed, and imagined my daughter's friends, beneath me, my penis slowly entering her vagina. And then it happened. Pulsing, throbbing, and slowly entering and exiting her, I felt the pressure build. My fantasy overtook me, and I exploded in orgasm up inside her. Except it wasn't my wife that was beneath me. It was my hands outstretched, up against each arm of my teenage daughter's friend, my penis thrusting deep inside her, exploding my semen, filling her up, hearing her gasping in her quiet little voice, feeling my body shake and tremble.
When I emptied, and felt my penis starting to shrink, I would slowly and softly lay down on top of her. Kissing her mouth gently, moving slowly across her body, caressing her round firm breasts, touching her slightly flat stomach, laying there feeling my limp penis against her. Asking her how it felt, and if she enjoyed it. Hearing her response, telling me that it was wonderful, and she felt amazing having shared such an experience with me.
And when we got up, got dressed, stood there next to each other, talking softly, and looking at each other, I would thank her for letting me be with her in that way. For letting me share myself with her. And for her sharing herself with me. And then shortly afterwards, go to sleep, without a soul knowing the sexual encounter and experience we'd just shared.
It's a fantasy I have had for years. It's something I have on occasion actually had the opportunity to act on, and be with girls of that age. But fear of getting caught, getting labeled, even if they are legal where I live, has kept me from acting them out. So I fantasize. I watch porn. I masturbate. And yes, when the opportunity comes up, I have sex with my wife, desperately hoping that I can keep a teenage girl's name out of my mouth as I explode in orgasm up inside my wife's pussy, praying and hoping she doesn't have a clue that I am desperately craving the teenage body of a girl under me, as my penis empties out, and my body lets loose.
A fantasy I honestly hope one day to be able to experience in person and for real.
The problem is, my dreams and wishes involve fantasizing about having sex with younger girls. I'm not talking like 8 or 9 year old girls. To me, that's just kind of fucked up.
But I see my daughter's teenage friends that are 14-15. I see my son's teenage friends (girls) that are 15-16 years old. They are so amazing and sexy. I know physically my wife does not turn me on like she used to in the past. And in truth, I love fantasizing when we are having sex (three or four times a month as typical) that it's one of my daughter's teenage friends that I am having a massive body shaking, making my heart throb in my chest, penis exploding orgasm.
I have fantasies all the time. There have been times that quite honestly, I have walked by my daughter's room and I have seen her friends in the state of undress. I've seen some in their panties and bras. Some wear thongs. Some wear regular underwear and normal bras. Others I know shop in the Pink store, and Victoria's secret. I've seen a number of her friends half dressed, and on a couple of occasions, I've even seen one or two of her friends naked, standing there looking at clothes. I've seen the runway strip of pussy hair covering her vagina. I've seen her firm round teenage breasts, her nipples erect because the room is a bit cold. And on one occasion, I even saw her fingering her nipples, and then touching her pubic hair, running her fingers along the lips of her vagina.
Later that night, I initiated sex with my wife. The reason being, the fact I was fantasizing about having sex with my daughter's friend who is 15, and has the body and physical makeup of a girl at least 3-4 years older than her. As I sucked on my wife's nipples (she has a pretty decent sized chest, bigger than my daughter's teenage friend), I closed my eyes, and imagined myself with her friend's nipple in my mouth. I felt my penis growing harder and harder by the moment. I imagined cupping my teenage daughter's friends breast.
And several minutes later, I fantasized it was me performing oral sex on her friend, spreading her slight somewhat skinny teenage thighs, touching my mouth to her pubic hair strip, slowly entering her vagina with my tongue, and licking her until she was wet. When I heard my wife orgasm, I fantasized it was the friend of my daughter's laying there, gasping my name in orgasmic heaven, and then when I was finally done, my fantasy went to a new level.
As my wife doesn't use birth control, and I haven't used condoms in years, I had no need to slow myself down. I closed my eyes, entered my wife slowly, and the fantasy took over. I saw her with her eyes closed, and imagined my daughter's friends, beneath me, my penis slowly entering her vagina. And then it happened. Pulsing, throbbing, and slowly entering and exiting her, I felt the pressure build. My fantasy overtook me, and I exploded in orgasm up inside her. Except it wasn't my wife that was beneath me. It was my hands outstretched, up against each arm of my teenage daughter's friend, my penis thrusting deep inside her, exploding my semen, filling her up, hearing her gasping in her quiet little voice, feeling my body shake and tremble.
When I emptied, and felt my penis starting to shrink, I would slowly and softly lay down on top of her. Kissing her mouth gently, moving slowly across her body, caressing her round firm breasts, touching her slightly flat stomach, laying there feeling my limp penis against her. Asking her how it felt, and if she enjoyed it. Hearing her response, telling me that it was wonderful, and she felt amazing having shared such an experience with me.
And when we got up, got dressed, stood there next to each other, talking softly, and looking at each other, I would thank her for letting me be with her in that way. For letting me share myself with her. And for her sharing herself with me. And then shortly afterwards, go to sleep, without a soul knowing the sexual encounter and experience we'd just shared.
It's a fantasy I have had for years. It's something I have on occasion actually had the opportunity to act on, and be with girls of that age. But fear of getting caught, getting labeled, even if they are legal where I live, has kept me from acting them out. So I fantasize. I watch porn. I masturbate. And yes, when the opportunity comes up, I have sex with my wife, desperately hoping that I can keep a teenage girl's name out of my mouth as I explode in orgasm up inside my wife's pussy, praying and hoping she doesn't have a clue that I am desperately craving the teenage body of a girl under me, as my penis empties out, and my body lets loose.
A fantasy I honestly hope one day to be able to experience in person and for real.
