This honestly is really dirty, really perverted, and it's probably going even make some people mad that read this. But I really don't give a shit. It's something I've wanted to tell someone for a long time, and I've read this page for about 3 months now, and I see what people say. Do I think some of the stuff is true? Probably. Do I think some of it is fantasy? More than likely. But people say what they want, and nobody knows who anyone is, so I'm going to post it. I guess you can be mad, or say shit if you want. But I'm sure you aren't perfect either.

I've been married for 20 years. I've raised my three kids along with my wife, I've helped out, been a good dad, a good husband, and I do a lot of shit most guys don't do. Without complaints. I just do it. I've always been there for my three kids. I've always been there to help in the schools, after school activities and all that. I have never had a problem with it. The only problem I have had? The fact that through my marriage, about 10 years ago, for whatever reason, my wife stopped having interest in sex. I know damn well it's not me. I can fuck like a mad horse, and I love eating pussy. I like eating pussy almost as much as I do fucking. It's the truth. But I think as she got older, got heavier, worked more hours, and whatever else, she just stopped having the interest. Now, we'll fuck once in awhile. Sometimes we might do it once a week. Other times, it might be two or three times a month. Other times through the years, it might be only once in a month. So I watch a lot of porn. I masturbate. A lot. And I mean daily. I'm going to masturbate when I'm done writing this. Because I have a hard on, and I'm horny as shit. It happens all the time. I just can't help it.

My oldest daughter was 16 and her friend Jessica was 16 as well. Jess used to spend the night a lot at the house. My wife works afternoons, overnights, split shifts, and really messed hours at times in the court system. She's on call a lot, and has to leave on short notice. So one night, she leaves, and we're all hanging out. Well, my oldest daughter got tired, and said she was going to sleep. I was in the living room, figuring Jess was going to follow her, and she shrugged and said well can I chill if you're gonna crash? I just said yeah. And kind of disappointed, because I was horny from staring at these teenage girls all night, and wanted to watch some good porn on my computer, and jerk off. Well, as I'm in the room, playing around online, I hear Jess say don't be watching that porn shit. I laughed and said well, actually I'm not, since you're down here, and she laughs and says well don't let me interrupt you. By all means, I don't want you to give up your man card. I laughed and said well, the end result might be TMI, so you may not want to be down here for that. She looked at me and says no shit? You yank it while watching porn? I laughed and said well shit, that's one way to put it. And she said come on dude. let me see? I said see what? And Jess says porn. I wanna see what you yank it to. I had never had someone say that shit. But I don't know, I just went with it. Pulled it up, and let her watch like 3-4 minutes of it. It was a guy fucking a chick, getting into it pretty good, eating a little pussy and all that. And Jess says "you into that?" I said what? Eating pussy? Fuck yes. Doggy style fucking? Yeah. And any of the other stuff? Not really into anal. Don't get off on fucking someone's ass. She laughed and said well nobody is gonna fuck my ass. I've done a lot, but that's not one of them. That stopped me, and I said done a lot huh? Oh really? She just laughed and said yeah. And said so what happened to you yanking it? I said you're really serious? And she looks at me and says all serious well, unless you're up for fucking? I looked at her and said fucking who? She said well I'm the only person in the room. Guy. Girl. You're horny, I'm horny. Usually what people do. I looked at her and said you're serious? You and me fucking? Well shit yeah, I'd do it. But it's not really a smart move, considering the fact you're one of my kids friends. And Jess stood up, and says well then I'm not gonna tell your kid I fucked her old man huh? She proceeded to undress. Hot little fucking hispanic girl. Nice little chest on her, dark skin, long black hair, and when she got her pajama bottoms off, I could see pussy hair right through her white panties. I just stood there. And she said come on. I know you've fucked. You've got kids. You're not afraid are you? I just said well it's not really a smart idea, to fuck a 16 year old friend of my daughters. And she laughed and said well, who knows, you might enjoy it? I just said yeah, that's the problem, I might enjoy it too much after the sex I've had with my wife for years. Jessica just laughed and said well?

I was so fucking horny. I stripped down, and she looked and said well damn, I like what I see. You're pretty big. She comes over, touches me slightly, I jerked, she looked at me, and says well, let me do something. And goes down on me. Takes my dick and puts it right in her mouth. I jerked back, and pushed hard and went oh fuck. She gagged. Pulled back, and said well damn. And started doing it again. She got me so fucking hard, I couldn't control it. And then stood up. I reached down and yanked her panties down. Darkest and blackest pussy hair I'd ever seen. But I'd also never seen a teenage girl naked.

Iate her out right there on the floor. She tasted fucking amazing. I made her cum a couple of times, and soaked her. And I'm laying there, not really sure what the hell to do, and she says I have condoms in my purse. It's on the floor". I didn't say anything, but went into her purse, and got one out. She was sitting up, and said well? You know you can fuck me if you wanna? I unwrapped it, the first time in 10 years I'd used a condom, and awkwardly put it on. Goddamn I was so fucking turned on.

I ended up fucking her really hard for about 10 minutes. I was pounding inside her, and I kept going and going. I felt pretty damn proud I didn't cum really quick. I made her cum while I was inside her, and at the point I was going to blow, I said to her I'm gonna cum. And she said well that's good. Isn't that the point?

I came really hard in the condom. I kept shoving my dick inside her really hard, and at one point, I heard her say OW. Not so hard. It kinda hurts. So I slowed down.

When I got done, I just laid there for a second. Got up on my hands and knees, and pulled my dick out of her pussy. We cleaned up, talked a little bit, and she said she was gonna go back to bed.

Honestly, through the years, I've fucked about half of my oldest daughter's friends, and a couple of my youngest daughter's friends. I don't know if it's me. Or if they're just into older guys. Or just want to experiment. Funny thing is, Jessica is now with 3 kids, different baby daddies, and a few times she's brought up "we should be togehter" but I don't want that shit. I think if she'd been better, less drama, and morem ature, I might have actually stayed with her.

I see her time to time, and wonder what she'd be like today, about 26-27 yearso ld, and how her pussy would be. Truth? Probably all dragged out and wide open from all those kids. But I guess I was lucky to fuck her at least like that when the chance came up.

I openly admit I am hooked on younger girls. People can call me a fucking p**o, a pervert, or whatever. Maybe it's an addiction. I have a lot of sick and twisted shit in my head, and I have no problems as long as someone is legal, or borderline, with having sex with them. It just turns me on, knowing I'm older, and I have a chance to fuck someone that's really young. I've never been happy in my marriage situation, and I know that makes me a nasty ass idiot. But I'm a good dad, take care of my family, and I do wish my wife fucked more.