This isn't going to a long drawn out confession. It's pretty simple actually.

For almost 10 years now I have had an overwhelming desire to be gang r**ed by a large group of men who use me all night long. When they are done, they leave me tied up and post the address where I am on Craigslist so other people can come use me.

Eventually someone would take pity on me but instead of letting me go, they turn me into their personal sex slave.