I had a girlfriend at one time whose fathers best friend was gay..he had a boyfriend....but I could see how he looked at me...one night while we were all watching football...I crawled across the floor to get the remote..I looked between my legs briefly..we made eye contact...I knew at that moment exactly what he wanted to do with me...he didn't want to kiss or caress me..he wanted to use me....a month later after if broken up with his friends daughter he called me....under the pretense of needing my trade services....alone with him at his home he outright offered me a considerable sum of money if I'd spend a weekend with him...I was grossed out at the thought of it....but I did it...I'll never forget how long it took for him to open me up...it was uncomfortable..but eventually he was able to fully insert himself inside of me....it got easier as time went on....in the end...I loved it