I have destroyed my life with drugs and have stolen money form my own family. It reached a point where my Mom and Dad didn't keep money around the house and told me it was rehab or go without it. I told the guy that sells me drugs that a just couldn't come up with the money. Told me I was a good looking chick and shocked when he asked me to take off my clothes. "Look" he said "it's just sex" and forced me to get undressed and suck his dick. He turned me into his private whore for a week and then sold me out to his male clients. I remember him throwing a private party for four of his male clients, serving them drink in the nude along with another girl in my same situation. Apart from sucking them off I had to put on a show, perform oral and anal sex with the other girl in front of sexually turned on men. I was always naked just to get drugs and after a mouth of being sexually used, the idea of rehab seemed like a better choice. Eventually did and I've been clean for a year. I have a boy friend now but scared of his going to find out about my passed life but enjoying it while it lasts. I'm really living day by day.