I'm a happily married man. I have sex with my wife, we have a life together including a mortage on a home and plans for a family. We're honest with each other about sex, fantasies and such like. We've had a FFM threesome, i enjoyed watching my wife having lesbian sex with another woman, she admitted to enjoying watching me 'fuck' her (the other woman) silly. So what can't i tell her about this...
For a long time i've been curious about male gay sex. The actual practices, the where, the how and the feelings. I've checked out gay bath houses on line, the unspoken language used in them and read gay confessions to get in the 'head' of what might happen. But i still couldn't tell my wife about it. I wanted this to be secret, under the radar of our relationship. So all i had to do was find the time to put my plan into action. To go to a gay bath house/sauna and see what happened.
My wife goes out with her friends on a Friday night and generally spends the night at her friends house. I'm at home watching a movie or i go out for a pizza or something else. My wife usually asks when she get's home what i did and i tell her but she never presses for details. So i had a window of opportunity.
The tingle of excitement as i made through the busy streets of the city on a Friday night was amazing, it was almost a child like excitement at discovering something new, i got to the entrance of the gay sauna and i found my-self at the moment of truth. I pressed the buzzer and i was admitted in.
After paying my entry fee i made my way into the locker area, much like you'd find in your gym or club, i stripped off and stored my clothes in the locker and wrapped the towel round my waist and went into the lion's den so to speak.
I found the steam room, the sauna and shower areas and then into the maze of small cabins and a 'dark' area. I wandered round a few times taking in the sights and sounds of guys getting it on, some were oblivious to the prying eyes watching them and happily sucked and fucked each other, others wanted their privacy and closed the doors to the cabin but they sounded out their pleasures loudly enough. The more i saw and heard the more i wanted to experience it.
I went into the 'dark' area, it is as described, dark ! barely any light so any activity is by feel and sound. I went in and let the curtain close behind me and followed the sound of a cock being sucked in a sloppy fashion and other moans of pleasure. With a hand reaching out in front of me it quickly came into contact with flesh and the sounds were at their loudest. I gently felt the body i'd came into contact with running down the unknown, unseen guys back until i cam upon his ass and felt the cheeks part as my hand slid down. I slipped my hand forwards and found the guys balls and gave them a gentle squeeze as the other guy sucking his cock lips touched my fingers. Acting on somoe unknown instinct i ran my index finger along his scrotum tracing a line to his asshole and started to tease it, in the darkness i felt his or someone elses hands run down my chest to the towel at my waist and pulling it away down to my own cock which was going hard in excitement and started wanking me off. In this darkness the guy who's cock was being sucked and who's asshole i was fingering edged his ppostion so that his asshole was rubbing against my cock which he was now rubbing against his asshole, feeling for the condom i'd picked up and had secured to me via the elastic band of the locker key i unwrapped it an pulled it over my cock and then i guided it towards the guys asshole, he'd lubed it up somehow whilst i'd been pulling on my rubber, and his hand guided it up to his hole and i gave that shove that put my cock in his ass, i was now fucking a guy, i pulled on his hips with my hands and fucked him, giving it omph with every thrust and knowing that someother unseen guy was sucking his cock at the same time.
It must have been the excitement of the situation because it didn't take long for the cum to explode from my cock, i gave a hell of a groan and that final ecstatic shove and pulled my cock out. Without a thought of anything else i found my towel at my feet and left the 'dark' area, i pulled the condomm off and went for a shower.
I'd just fucked a guy in the ass as another guy sucked him off and with the darkness i never had a clue what he looked like.
I left the shower and sat in the sauna letting this thought run round my head, i gave no attention to the other guys in there or what they were doing, i sat with my eyes closed going over in my mind what had just happened, oblivious to my surroundings i was getting hard again at the thoughts, my towel was obviously peaking, which had drawn the attention of one of the other guys in there. I felt his presence and then his hands pulling away my towel to get at my hard cock, i opened my eyes and looked at him, my cock in his hands and his mouth descending towards it, i let my head tilt back and closed my eyes as i felt his lips and tongue do their work on my dick. He wanked and sucked my cock for long minutes as i sat there in the heat and groaned with pleasure and looked down to see his head bobbing away, i hadn't noticed another guy sucking away on his dick or two other guys wanking themselves watching our sex show, my guy stopped sucking and gave the moans and groans of a man cumming and i watched as he shot his load in the mouth and over the face of the guy sucking him off at which point i also shot a load over his chest.
For the second time that night i was in the showers thinking about what had just happened and finding the whole thing highly exciting. Now i wanted to feel what it was like to have cock in my mouth and up my ass.
I went to the little cabins and finding an empty one slid onto the rubber mat and lay face down, this i an indication you want fucked, i lay there with a pack of lube and a few rubbers and waited, i knew guys were passing by and looking in, i could feel their stares on my bare ass, their thoughts on taking what was being offered. Minutes dragged by slowly as i felt the anticipation build until finally someoone came in, they didn't shut the door behind them, i didn't turn around, i wanted this to be anonymous, hands felt along my legs feeling their way closer to my ass, fingers kneading at my flesh as they drew ever closer until my ass cheeks were parted and a unexpected jolt as hot breath and a wet tongue touched my ass, it flicked quickly across my hole teasing me until it went in and out in a heavy raipd tongue fuck, my unseen man reached over me to the lube and rubbers, the sound of the warpper being ripped open and the sudden sensation of the lube being slapped and worked into my asshole with strong fingers pushing my hole wider in preparation for the cock to come. Suddenly it was there, the head of his cock pushed at my hole and then it went in hard and deep, the pain was intense and at the same time pleasurable in a way i'd never felt, the more he fucked me the better it got. He had a big cock by the feel of it and he rammed it into me with the fury of a madman, i was being ridden hard and i was moaning like a slut and then i was begging him to 'fuck me hard', 'goddamn it fuck me' and the sound of his balls and thighs slapping against me just made the moment more intense until he started to grunt, his own mumbled words of 'i'm cumming' mixed with his grunts and groans and my own groans came to a shuddering halt as he came, even through the rubber i could feel spunk jetting out of him. Wordlessly he pulled out of me and left, i got up and left seconds later heading again for the showers.
Standing with the hot water washing over me my asshole felt sore but i felt elated, the whole thing was better than expected, the fEw hours i'd been in the sauna had shown me men fucking and sucking and me being part of it. I wanted to finish the experience by feeling a cock in my mouth, i'd done everything else and i wanted more.
I went back to the 'dark' area. The noises coming from within the blackness sugested this was a popular place. Again i went forward with a hand in front following the sounds. In seconds i felt flesh and i wasted no time, i followed my hands down the body in front of me until i found his cock, in the darkness i couldn't see it but i didn't want to, i pulled the semi limp cock to my mouth and slid my lips over it, i let my tongue follow it's own path over the unseen shaft, i felt it go hard and stiffen, i started to bob my head backwards and forwards letting him fuck my mouth, my tongue worked the shaft, tasted his bellend, the precum that was swelling from his japs eye, i felt his hands grab my head and start to pull me on to his cock as i pulled back, i was oblivious to anything else going on, a hunger had erupted in me to make this guy cum in my mouth, i wanted him to blow his load, i wanted to make him cum, i started to quicken the pace and i took to wankinig his cock as well, the frenzy starting to build until it happened, he went rigid, his cock shot forward hard and i felt it, the warm spunk shot from him and spattered the back of my throat, i swallowed, and sucked again harder and took it down as more came out and he pulled out of my mouth and slapped his spunky cock over my face a couple of times, the trail of spunk across my lips.
For the final time that night i stood in the shower and washed my-self off. I'd came here to experience gay sex and i had, all of it, i'd enjoyed the unspoken highly charged sex, the roughness of a man, the desire for the moment, the rawness of giviing and taking. The fact i'd barely seen the faces never mind exchange anything other than guttural grunts of sex made it more intense.
I went home and slept and the next day my wife came home and asked what i'd done. 'Nothing much, went out for a pizza, had a beer or two, came home' she smiled and life went on. Maybe one day i'll tell her maybe one day we'll do a MMF threesome with a bi guy but for the moment i know what it feels like now to fuck and suck and to be fucked and sucked by a guy