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Straight Female / 32
I suffer depressions every time my kids leave for their dads. This year they left on Christmas dad and that is when I started drinking. My sons friend came over and gave me a gift. He stayed around until I had a lot to drink, then he made a pass at me. I told him that he was to young, and he was my son's friend. Lets just remain friends for now.
I did not see him for a month, when I called him to come replace the bulb in my bathroom. I could not get the fan cover off to change it. He changed the bulb and told me I needed to eat. He fixed me some food and sat with me while i ate it.
I told him I had not showered in a week, I had washed at the kitchen sink. He told me I could shower after I ate, I told him I wanted him to stay around. He promised he would, but I know how teens are, he would get bored and leave. So I ask him to sit in the bathroom and talk with me while i washed up. That means he would see me naked and that might keep him here. I had enough of alone and would do anything he wanted ot keep him around. I had been around him enough that I was comfortable, like one of my own some how. I undressed an got in, I had trouble hearing him so he came over to the shower. He watched me wash, then he washed my back and i let him was my back side.
I got out and he dried me off and from the back kissed my neck and dried off my front. As much as I did not want to have sex with this teen, I did not want to be alone.
He followed me to my room where he wanted to have sex right then. I ask if we could wait until later? he said that would be ok.
We watched tv and talked sitting on the sofa. He rubbed my freshly shaved legs and the touching was nice. I had not been touched that way in a few years. I had a few drinks to counter the depression and I guess make me ready to submit to what was the inevitable. Once I had reached the relaxed point I no longer stopped his hands. I opened my legs and my bath robe. It did not take long before he had my feet on his shoulder and his face buried between my legs. It had been a long time since that feeling had been there. I enjoyed it so much, that I had ideas of my own. Once he had given me ore satisfaction than I expected in a week of sex, I decided to give back. I undressed him, laid him on the sofa and went down on him. The excitement of my satisfactions obviously shortened his ability to hold off his orgasm. I guess she had built it up for some time, I nearly choked on the amount he gave me. Swallowed and my mouth was full again instantly. Third time was it, for him. I kept on him until he could take no more.
I had an old porn my ex and I would watch, it hard a part for some reason turned me on greatly. I put that in and we watched. He wanted to just fuck me right then and there, I told him to wait, and it would be better later. When the movie hit my turn on part I guess he understood or it did the same for him. he told me to turn the movie off and lets go fuck in the bed.
I was all to ready for this, and in the bedroom he acted like a man for me. He worked hard to make me satisfied in every detail. I was not depressed and in my room for the first time in weeks. I was living happy and really sexually satisfied. I thought i better reward this young man, to keep him close. To give him something so good he MUST come back for more. I did not want to be alone again with or with out my children.
I made it my job to be the best sex he would ever have. He noticed that I was doing this, and ask, "Why are you so open and sexual now?" I told him that I had these desires before, I just kept them pinned up.
Lets not talk about that right now, I pushed him on the bed I got on his legs and sucked his cock, I slid my tongue up his body and around his neck. I gently sucked his neck and could feel his throbbing cock between my legs trying to get inside me. With a quick flip my my hips the head of his cock slid between the lips and hit my joy spot. I wet a big from the excitement and he had no idea. Working my hips and telling him to just lay there, the feeling was more than I could take. When I tried this with my ex, he would be premature and finish with in a few seconds. Yet this teen boy was allowing me to have this feeling I had always wanted. I was a selfish bitch right then, but a sexually satisfied bitch. I had to see if i could have another doing this same thing. MY GOD it was mind blowing for me. I had the second and the orgasm was so good I could have died right there at that moment and been happy.
I fell onto him and the cock slid up into me. He did not know if he could move yet or not, he ask me so sweetly, "are you finished now?" I kissed and ask him, How would you like me? on my back on my knees or you want me to ride you in some special way? My GOD you can fuck! and I kissed him again. He ask if he could be on top of me? I got on my back and told him I would grant any sexual wish he had, I did not care what that wish was. He mounted me and acted like this was not his first time, and soon had all of his cock inside me. Not a great long cock was a very thick one with a much larger head than the shaft. That I really enjoyed when I rode him. that big thick cock head rubbed my opening. Now in me I could feel he had slightly stretched me a bit and gave a feeling of being full. Not the position that I like the best, but one he seemed to enjoy. He wanted my legs up, so I pulled my legs under my arms and that bent my back and pushed my body up so that I had a nice view of the opening. I could see his cock going in nad out of me, I like that, was watching the porn movie and having the feeling, that porn movie was me being fucked by a young guy who could do it.
Not too much longer and I had started a nice orgasm, yet before I could reach it, he shot a warm shot of juice in me. I could feel it splash and like when he shot in my mouth, I could feel it hitting. Took him six pumps before he had drained his self in me. he fell off of me and onto the bed. He yelled out, FUCK, That was good!. Just like I thought it would feel, damn you have a sweet pussy.
That was the point I knew i had him hooked. He could and would get all of this he wanted and for as long as he wanted. So i cuddled close to him, I whispered " you have a big cock and wow you know how to use it" he pumped up with pride and ask If I really thought so? I told him, Yes you held off while I got two nice orgasm when I was riding that monster. My ex husband could not do that for me. "will you be here for me and keep me satisfied?" He proudly said yes. I told him we had to be careful when his friend got back. It would bother him if he knew he had sex with his mom. And my son thought of him as his best friend. So that means he could not tell anyone, they would surely tell others, eventually getting back to my son. He quickly told me I had nothing to fear. We could do this as adults.
He stayed with me evenings and nights a lot, he slept in my bed and I slept with a vagina soaking wet with his juice. It was amazing and I like the feelings he gave me. He would hold me like I was his girl and like a woman loves, but some men just do not do. I gained back the weight I lost and then my pants would not button. I had to diet I thought, this life style was making me fat. I told him that I had gained weight at dinner, and I had cut back the amount on my plate. he told me I looked so good and my face had a special happy look.
he stayed the night and we had sex in the living room on the sofa, not in the bed. When we went to bed i ask that he just hold me tonight. He was happy to do so. We laid there talking about the last four months and how great this is. He said he wish we could have a real relationship. I was not to old for him to think about marrying some day. I could make him happy for a life time. He thought he made me happy, He told me he had fallen in love with me.
That made me stop and think what had i done here. I had stolen this boys heart and his love for my own selfish pleasure. How do i fix this. He rubbed my belly and told me he would like to put a baby in me some day. I did not sleep that night and early in the morning I went and bought a pregnancy test. it was positive, so I went back and bought another. That one was positive as well. WHAT IN HELL HAPPENED!. I called my Dr office and ask for an appointment. I ask how i got pregnant on the Depo shot? She told me that I had not made my appointment for my last shot. thats how i probably got pregnant. She did a test there and confirmed what I had found.
I am pregnant by my sons friend, and what in hell do I do here now. This boy will have to tell someone, his parents and my family. My God what will my children think? I have NO idea how to handle this situation and suicide might be an option.
I did not see him for a month, when I called him to come replace the bulb in my bathroom. I could not get the fan cover off to change it. He changed the bulb and told me I needed to eat. He fixed me some food and sat with me while i ate it.
I told him I had not showered in a week, I had washed at the kitchen sink. He told me I could shower after I ate, I told him I wanted him to stay around. He promised he would, but I know how teens are, he would get bored and leave. So I ask him to sit in the bathroom and talk with me while i washed up. That means he would see me naked and that might keep him here. I had enough of alone and would do anything he wanted ot keep him around. I had been around him enough that I was comfortable, like one of my own some how. I undressed an got in, I had trouble hearing him so he came over to the shower. He watched me wash, then he washed my back and i let him was my back side.
I got out and he dried me off and from the back kissed my neck and dried off my front. As much as I did not want to have sex with this teen, I did not want to be alone.
He followed me to my room where he wanted to have sex right then. I ask if we could wait until later? he said that would be ok.
We watched tv and talked sitting on the sofa. He rubbed my freshly shaved legs and the touching was nice. I had not been touched that way in a few years. I had a few drinks to counter the depression and I guess make me ready to submit to what was the inevitable. Once I had reached the relaxed point I no longer stopped his hands. I opened my legs and my bath robe. It did not take long before he had my feet on his shoulder and his face buried between my legs. It had been a long time since that feeling had been there. I enjoyed it so much, that I had ideas of my own. Once he had given me ore satisfaction than I expected in a week of sex, I decided to give back. I undressed him, laid him on the sofa and went down on him. The excitement of my satisfactions obviously shortened his ability to hold off his orgasm. I guess she had built it up for some time, I nearly choked on the amount he gave me. Swallowed and my mouth was full again instantly. Third time was it, for him. I kept on him until he could take no more.
I had an old porn my ex and I would watch, it hard a part for some reason turned me on greatly. I put that in and we watched. He wanted to just fuck me right then and there, I told him to wait, and it would be better later. When the movie hit my turn on part I guess he understood or it did the same for him. he told me to turn the movie off and lets go fuck in the bed.
I was all to ready for this, and in the bedroom he acted like a man for me. He worked hard to make me satisfied in every detail. I was not depressed and in my room for the first time in weeks. I was living happy and really sexually satisfied. I thought i better reward this young man, to keep him close. To give him something so good he MUST come back for more. I did not want to be alone again with or with out my children.
I made it my job to be the best sex he would ever have. He noticed that I was doing this, and ask, "Why are you so open and sexual now?" I told him that I had these desires before, I just kept them pinned up.
Lets not talk about that right now, I pushed him on the bed I got on his legs and sucked his cock, I slid my tongue up his body and around his neck. I gently sucked his neck and could feel his throbbing cock between my legs trying to get inside me. With a quick flip my my hips the head of his cock slid between the lips and hit my joy spot. I wet a big from the excitement and he had no idea. Working my hips and telling him to just lay there, the feeling was more than I could take. When I tried this with my ex, he would be premature and finish with in a few seconds. Yet this teen boy was allowing me to have this feeling I had always wanted. I was a selfish bitch right then, but a sexually satisfied bitch. I had to see if i could have another doing this same thing. MY GOD it was mind blowing for me. I had the second and the orgasm was so good I could have died right there at that moment and been happy.
I fell onto him and the cock slid up into me. He did not know if he could move yet or not, he ask me so sweetly, "are you finished now?" I kissed and ask him, How would you like me? on my back on my knees or you want me to ride you in some special way? My GOD you can fuck! and I kissed him again. He ask if he could be on top of me? I got on my back and told him I would grant any sexual wish he had, I did not care what that wish was. He mounted me and acted like this was not his first time, and soon had all of his cock inside me. Not a great long cock was a very thick one with a much larger head than the shaft. That I really enjoyed when I rode him. that big thick cock head rubbed my opening. Now in me I could feel he had slightly stretched me a bit and gave a feeling of being full. Not the position that I like the best, but one he seemed to enjoy. He wanted my legs up, so I pulled my legs under my arms and that bent my back and pushed my body up so that I had a nice view of the opening. I could see his cock going in nad out of me, I like that, was watching the porn movie and having the feeling, that porn movie was me being fucked by a young guy who could do it.
Not too much longer and I had started a nice orgasm, yet before I could reach it, he shot a warm shot of juice in me. I could feel it splash and like when he shot in my mouth, I could feel it hitting. Took him six pumps before he had drained his self in me. he fell off of me and onto the bed. He yelled out, FUCK, That was good!. Just like I thought it would feel, damn you have a sweet pussy.
That was the point I knew i had him hooked. He could and would get all of this he wanted and for as long as he wanted. So i cuddled close to him, I whispered " you have a big cock and wow you know how to use it" he pumped up with pride and ask If I really thought so? I told him, Yes you held off while I got two nice orgasm when I was riding that monster. My ex husband could not do that for me. "will you be here for me and keep me satisfied?" He proudly said yes. I told him we had to be careful when his friend got back. It would bother him if he knew he had sex with his mom. And my son thought of him as his best friend. So that means he could not tell anyone, they would surely tell others, eventually getting back to my son. He quickly told me I had nothing to fear. We could do this as adults.
He stayed with me evenings and nights a lot, he slept in my bed and I slept with a vagina soaking wet with his juice. It was amazing and I like the feelings he gave me. He would hold me like I was his girl and like a woman loves, but some men just do not do. I gained back the weight I lost and then my pants would not button. I had to diet I thought, this life style was making me fat. I told him that I had gained weight at dinner, and I had cut back the amount on my plate. he told me I looked so good and my face had a special happy look.
he stayed the night and we had sex in the living room on the sofa, not in the bed. When we went to bed i ask that he just hold me tonight. He was happy to do so. We laid there talking about the last four months and how great this is. He said he wish we could have a real relationship. I was not to old for him to think about marrying some day. I could make him happy for a life time. He thought he made me happy, He told me he had fallen in love with me.
That made me stop and think what had i done here. I had stolen this boys heart and his love for my own selfish pleasure. How do i fix this. He rubbed my belly and told me he would like to put a baby in me some day. I did not sleep that night and early in the morning I went and bought a pregnancy test. it was positive, so I went back and bought another. That one was positive as well. WHAT IN HELL HAPPENED!. I called my Dr office and ask for an appointment. I ask how i got pregnant on the Depo shot? She told me that I had not made my appointment for my last shot. thats how i probably got pregnant. She did a test there and confirmed what I had found.
I am pregnant by my sons friend, and what in hell do I do here now. This boy will have to tell someone, his parents and my family. My God what will my children think? I have NO idea how to handle this situation and suicide might be an option.
