I'm a 54 year old male, and when I was younger,my best friends older brother forced me to hold his cock and eventually forced it in my mouth for a brief minute.

Since that time I've thought of being with another man, but lacked the courage to go thru with it. That changed about a year ago and this is my story.

While away from home for work, I sometimes lay in bed and watch porn.
I love the scenes when a hot chick gets on her knees and sucks on a large porn sized cock. But not like normal people, I fantasize about trading places with her and sucking that cock.

NY latest crave is to look in the men4men sections on Craigslist, admiring the photos of men with big nice white cocks. I've even emailed some men but never had the type meeting that was agreeable to both of us.

One night while watching oorn and being horny, I posted an ad looking for someone who would allow me to suck their cock. I waited for replies but eventually fell asleep.

The next morning as I was driving into work I received a email alert. When I parked I looked at it and a guy about my same age had responded to my ad. He said he would train me to suck cock and included a photo.

I opened his photo and he had his pants opened and his hard cock sticking out. It was straight and looked long with a huge bell shaped head. His balls were shaved with just a patch of blonde/red pubes on top.

His nasty looking cock made me crave it. After a few emails he had me convinced into inviting him over for me to suck his cock.

He was turned on by my suggestion that I'd be in my shower, I'd cut a hole in it for him so I could remain anonymous. He'd stick his cock thru the hole and I'd wash it for him and suck it.

When he got into town he emailed me and I instructed him where I lived and told him I'd unlock the front door and wait for him in my shower.

I hurried to my room and took off my clothes went inside the shower, turned on the water and waited.
My heart was pounding with nervousness on what I was about to do, but he knew where u lived and there was no turning back.

I heard the front door open and close and his footsteps coming closer to my bathroom. I peaked thru the curtain as I saw his shadow from under the door. Then I watched as the doorknob turned and I closed the curtain as he entered and shut the door.

I stood behind the curtain as he approached the shower. I could see his silhouette as he unbutton his pants and unzipped his fly. I stuck 2 fingers thru the curtain, inviting his cock thru the hole in the curtain.

Then he grabbed the curtain and pulled it tight and I watched as his big but soft cock came thru the hole.
I stared at it for a second then reached for it and gently squeezed it in my hand. I loved the way it felt and then I dropped to my knees.

I picked up my washcloth poured some soap on it and began gently washing his cock. He remained soft as I bathed it and then I moved forward and kiss his cock. Then I began flicking my tongue on his cum slit, which made him moan.

I felt so nasty licking his cock, like a porn slut. He kept moaning as my tongue flicked over and over at his cum and piss slit. Then I opened my mouth and watched his cock enter my mouth and rest on my wet tongue. My lips closed around his still soft shaft. My tongue began working inside twirling around his huge bell shaped head.

I released him from my mouth with a soft pop and as I was about to go for it again. He grabbed the curtain and slid them open.

There I was naked on my knees with him staring down at me with a smirk in his face. I felt so humiliated as I was now exposed and he knew who is cock sucker was.

He told me he wanted to watch as I wash his cock this time and I obediently picked up my wash rag. He was hard now and his cock looked so big,nasty and powerful,and I began washing his cock and balls for him

He grabbed his cock and pressed it into his belly and forced my head into him. I began licking and sucking his shaved balls. When he was satisfied, he held my head and began rubbing his cock all over my face. I enjoyed it so, I helped him by moving my face slowly from side to side until his cock had been rubbed all over my entire face.

Then like a good little cock sucker, I opened my mouth and wrapped my kips around his hard cock and began nursing his cock head again. It felt so smooth and soft as I was sucking on it.

Then I grabbed my cock and began jacking off as my mouth began bobbing back and forth on as much of his cock as I could without gagging. As pathetic as it was, I loved sucking his hard cock for him.

Then he grabbed me and thrusted his filthy cock all inside my mouth. I had to catch my breath and as I did he told me he was ready to cum and asked if I wanted it in my mouth or all over my face.

I asked for it in my face and reached up and began jacking him off. Soon strings of nasty cum began plastering my face from his filthy big cock. When he was done cumming on me I opened my mouth and sucked his dick 1 final time before he grabbed my towel and dried his cock off.

Then with a chuckle he handed me the towel so I could wipe his cum from my face and he zipped up and left.

I can't wait for my next cock sucking adventure. I want a mouth full of cum next tine