If I won the lottery I would have myself surgically transformed into a shemale. I would pay an oral surgeon to sever the tendon under my tongue so that I could stick my tongue out further so I could lick deeper into assholes. I would have all my teeth pulled out so I could be a better cock sucker and take larger cocks and let a guy just fuck the hell out of my throat without me having to worry about constantly keeping my teeth covered by my lips and tongue. I would get a tracheotomy so I could breath out of my chest so I could get my throat fucked hard by a huge cock without worrying about breathing. Then men could use my mouth as a pussy. That would also make it so that a fat woman could sit on my face for hours at a time while I lick around inside her colon and not worry about breathing. I would pay a surgeon to give me penis reduction surgery to turn my small penis into an even tinier clit. That way when I pay prostitutes to laugh at and ridicule my pathetic little clit they will be doing so sincerely and the humiliation will be more intense. I would get the biggest breast implants possible and bounce them every where I go so people would laugh at me. The more vicious the ridicule the more turned on I get. I would hire a team of beautiful young women to follow me around everywhere I go to lead the world in ridiculing me. I would hire a film crew to document my life of extreme emasculation. I would hire gangs of studs to gang fuck me and have it recorded so I could post it on the internet. I would have a free porn website whose sole purpose is to broadcast to the entire planet my public emasculation. I want to break the world record for the most views of any website so the entire world can see what a cock craving sissy faggot I really am.

Unfortunately I can't do any of this because I have no money and would lose my job if I got famous for being the world's most pathetic sissy faggot.