Every now and then, I give in to the sexual urge I have to be fucked. Sometimes I'll go out to gay bars and pick up a guy to bring back to our home, but only if and when my fiancee works away and stays overnight.
Other times I'll go on the net and choose a guy from a web site which advertises gay male escorts. I always pick older men and they have to be well endowed. Visiting them at their homes to reduce risk being discovered, I totally get into being the submissive bottom. And have them fuck me over and over again, getting full use of their time, cock size and learned sexual knowledge.
It all started for me at the age of sixteen. I found my step father masturbating to gay porn and took full advantage. It wasn't his idea to fuck me, it was solely mine. I'd been fascinated for some time about gay sex. Seeing his large cock being stroked got my immediate attention and I told him if he didn't fuck me, I'd tell my mom about him watching gay porn. There was hardly any fore play, as he was already fully erect, and I just wanted to feel his cock up my ass.
He did have me sucking his dick first, but as now, it's still not my favourite sexual thing to do. It's purely being dominated by getting fucked, that gets me off without even having to touch my own cock.
Getting me to lay on my stomach, he drove his cock into me without any consideration to my comfort. I swear from that first thrust, I became an anal cock whore. Over the next half an hour, I had my step dad brutalise my rear fuck hole, and by golly did I enjoy every single time his cock bottomed out up my boy pussy. It became a weekly event and it was with him I first learned to keep things secret.
Now I make sure the men I have fun with, have all I need, and want to totally sexually dominate my asshole. The last gentleman was precisely that, An English man over here on business. He's married, in his late forties and loves using all eight inches of his extraordinarily thick cock, to fuck younger guys like myself. I picked him up at a bar and was at home ten minutes later with his cock fucking my mouth.
As he was starting to thrust up my asshole, the phone rang. It was my fiancee ringing to say hello. She left a message just as his cock bottomed out up my boy pussy. I later phoned her with a well and truely fucked rear hole, a mouth tasting of cum and an Englishmans flaccid large cock flopped over my thigh.
Will I ever stop wanting to be fucked by older men, I don't know. Will I become a solely gay man, I doubt it. But one thing is for sure, I will one day enjoy being used by more than one man. As my new fantasy is to be fucked by as many men as I can take, all of which must be well endowed.