Straight Male / 51
When I married my wife she was a true virgin and very Christian. Sex was one of the first thing on my list since I had suffered sore balls for three years. I had watched her beautiful face and the body that drove me nuts. The guys i played ball with told me just how luck I was to have her.
Then the frustration started when I found she had medical problems. She was a premature baby and I could not tell. But i could tell when she was tighter inside than my clinched fist. Was an amazing feeling for me, but damn near killed her. She cried like a baby when we had sex and it broke my heart. I could not torture her and a crying woman sure helps end sexual desire.
Being newly married we did not have a lot of money, so we took in a room mate. That room mate was a cousin of hers and life long friend. She was a student at the college. I worked as a mechanic at a processing plant and my wife worked in an Insurance office. I got home at 2 pm and my wife got off at 530. So I had some alone time, except for three days each week. Those days her cousin was there. We talked and I found her easy to talk with. One day she told she could tell I was upset, she was correct. The night before I had tried to have sex with my wife, but stopped when she got crying to hard and loud.
She jerked me off after and cried the entire time. I had come to the realization that I would never have a normal sex life. Then wondered how it would work having children. I had thought all day about the girl at work I had dated. She told me I had made a mistake now sticking with her. She still loved me and would like me back. I told my wifes cousin my thoughts and my feelings. She by then knew the sex problems we were having.
Wifes cousin said she had an offer, and that she and I could have sex. She ask that I just give it a chance with her, and hope that with time my wife could get better. She did not wait for an answer before she came ot my bar stool and pulled my cock out and gave me a blow job. due to back up that blow job did not take long, nor did it take long to get hard when she got undressed.
The sex was outstanding for me and she sure seemed to enjoy it. She had dark nipples and that brought back memories of a girl I once had. She had dark hair around the lips, and those lips were tight and very close together. I still remember how they opened as I slid my cock in her. No condom needed, she told me she went back on her pills when she thought of offering me sex. She dd not want to reduce the pleasure messing with a condom. It did not take me long before I had finished inside her, and was hard and stroking her again. She had no problems with sex and she sure enjoyed it. especially how good she made me feel, she told me it was a feeling of satisfaction for her.
Was a perfect fit for me and she liked it. She was getting sex she liked and in her own bed. She dated a guy and she got serious with him and not one time did she turn me down for sex. She is moving in with her boyfriend and plans to get married. Yet she still comes over and satisfies me twice a week. Last time we talked after and she told me she feel her boyfriend might be wondering why she comes over so much. But she does not want this to end. She likes the sex we have and if pressed she would end things with her boyfriend and move back in.
What do I do here? I can not keep this up for ever. Do i face my wife issues and just divorce her? I enjoy sex with her cousin so much I could have a relationship with her. I dont know what to do right now
Then the frustration started when I found she had medical problems. She was a premature baby and I could not tell. But i could tell when she was tighter inside than my clinched fist. Was an amazing feeling for me, but damn near killed her. She cried like a baby when we had sex and it broke my heart. I could not torture her and a crying woman sure helps end sexual desire.
Being newly married we did not have a lot of money, so we took in a room mate. That room mate was a cousin of hers and life long friend. She was a student at the college. I worked as a mechanic at a processing plant and my wife worked in an Insurance office. I got home at 2 pm and my wife got off at 530. So I had some alone time, except for three days each week. Those days her cousin was there. We talked and I found her easy to talk with. One day she told she could tell I was upset, she was correct. The night before I had tried to have sex with my wife, but stopped when she got crying to hard and loud.
She jerked me off after and cried the entire time. I had come to the realization that I would never have a normal sex life. Then wondered how it would work having children. I had thought all day about the girl at work I had dated. She told me I had made a mistake now sticking with her. She still loved me and would like me back. I told my wifes cousin my thoughts and my feelings. She by then knew the sex problems we were having.
Wifes cousin said she had an offer, and that she and I could have sex. She ask that I just give it a chance with her, and hope that with time my wife could get better. She did not wait for an answer before she came ot my bar stool and pulled my cock out and gave me a blow job. due to back up that blow job did not take long, nor did it take long to get hard when she got undressed.
The sex was outstanding for me and she sure seemed to enjoy it. She had dark nipples and that brought back memories of a girl I once had. She had dark hair around the lips, and those lips were tight and very close together. I still remember how they opened as I slid my cock in her. No condom needed, she told me she went back on her pills when she thought of offering me sex. She dd not want to reduce the pleasure messing with a condom. It did not take me long before I had finished inside her, and was hard and stroking her again. She had no problems with sex and she sure enjoyed it. especially how good she made me feel, she told me it was a feeling of satisfaction for her.
Was a perfect fit for me and she liked it. She was getting sex she liked and in her own bed. She dated a guy and she got serious with him and not one time did she turn me down for sex. She is moving in with her boyfriend and plans to get married. Yet she still comes over and satisfies me twice a week. Last time we talked after and she told me she feel her boyfriend might be wondering why she comes over so much. But she does not want this to end. She likes the sex we have and if pressed she would end things with her boyfriend and move back in.
What do I do here? I can not keep this up for ever. Do i face my wife issues and just divorce her? I enjoy sex with her cousin so much I could have a relationship with her. I dont know what to do right now
