i used to have r**e fantasy as a child but with someone i really liked and its started again. i so want this guy i love to leave his wife and son and r**e me and i want to hit him and really have an all and all out brawling r**e with him and I dont know why i feel this way. i feel dirty, stupid and weak and childish and he is way out of my league and yet i want him to force himself on me and i want to hit him around and fuck wildly. is this normal? he has stirred me up so much i just need to let it out. I desperately want to fuck him I desperately want him to r**e me forever. and leave his bitch wife. i dont even know why i dont like her when i dont even know her i barely know him. he might be a complete dickhead. i dont know what has made these feelings come up. i just want to fuck wild - fuck it out not just fight it out but fuck it out between me and him. i dont know why i feel this way. i just want to be fucked madly by him. i actually love him and i feel bad feeling this way because he is a married and a professional and we are opposites and probably have nothing incomon other then he is a dick and i am a c**t. and i want his dick in me badly. i am stupid looking for trouble. i love him i keep saying sorry to him. i hope he wont kill me. fuck me do you i love you. you know i want you to. she does not deserve you. i do.