Before I start I want to say that I have uploaded stories here before. I am 2yrs younger than 18 but I want to share out something that has been running through my mind a lot and it doesn't want to leave.

I don't know how many of you guys have heard of Armin Meiwes. If u haven't look him up on Google and you'll know what he did.

This is my story: I started looking at this girl from 6th grade and could not stop looking at her. The weird thing is that one night while I was in bed I started to dream about that girl doing something wrong to me something very wrong. I know many people who read this story will think that it is not true but the dreams I've had are not made up. I really had these dreams.

So I know all of you who are reading this story want to what the dream I was having was about.

Well I began dreaming that that little girl was pushing me into the school's locker room and she had a knife in her hand.

At first I couldn't believe that I was dreaming about a girl killing me. The weird thing is that I started to want to realize this dream and was curious to see what would happen if I could make this dream come true. I began to think about DEATH and that young girl. I wanted to get off to the thought about me getting killed I don't know why the fuck. To be honest since I was like 13 I always dreamed about dying in some girl's arms.

I want to let anyone know that I would love for anyone to tell me what's wrong with me and if I am a crazy person. Well gtg bye everyone and good night. I'll talk more about my dream in the comments section