I broke up with my last girlfriend 8 years ago and I also considered myself bi and when I had no girlfriend I would put a post on Craig's list looking to suck guys off and would get some replies but most never meet as anyone that has posted there or any hook up site knows. Well I did suck a few guys off and even dated a couple women from time to time over the course of a couple years. But as the years started going by I was looking for more men then women to the point where I lost interest in women. The last woman I had sex with was about 5 years ago and I had a hard time getting hard and yes I was very much attracted to her but just had a hard time getting it up. After a few dates I stopped seeing her telling her I had personal issues and needed to get them straightened out and didn't want to have a relationship until I got those worked out.
The thing was that I had no problem with getting hard while sucking a cock or taking it up the ass and even cum without touching myself while getting fucked. I meet a guy that turned me into a complete bottom bitch and a cock whore and now I don't even think about women other then their clothes. Over a course of about a year this guy first got me to shave my body then wear panties and later bras and sexy lingerie when ever we got together. I don't dress completely but I do love playing the female role and for the past 3 years I no longer own any men's underwear and only wear panties 24/7 and most of my tops and jeans are women's. I have come to love being a bottom bitch and have no interest in topping a guy.
Dan changed my life about 4 years ago after I met him and we played together. He is a total top and even thou he had sucked me off a few times he managed to but me in a cock cage and only he had the key so he could control when and where I would cum. I was his cock whore and cum slut anytime we were together. He taught me about a side I never knew I had. It started with the shaving of my body which I keep shaved smooth from head to toe to this day year round, then the panties which feel so much better then men's underwear and so many colors and styles and material to choose from. (my favorites are thongs and bikinis and I love lace trimming on my panties) I also wear bras that are made for men which don't have padding but cup what breast tissue I do have. I am 5'7 and 165 lbs and fairly fit and trying to keep my stomach flat and just enough muscle tone to look fit but not like a gym rat.
Dan would use me any way he wanted whenever he wanted, he also taught me I like being humiliated to a point. We would be in a store or some place and would have me make sure when I bent over or reached up that my panties would show and he would make me do this in front of other men or women and made sure they seen them. He would have me give him blowjobs in public bathrooms and yes we were caught a few times and we would hurry out before we got in trouble. He had a convertible mustang that during the nice weather he would have me giving him road head with the top down going down the highway and passing trucks which a lot would blow their horns and we went by. Depending on his mood sometimes we would pull into a rest area after passing a few trucks and park to see if any of the trucks we passed would pull in.
If they did he had me go back down on them as they passed the car then we would get out and head into the restroom and wait in there in one of the stalls. several times the driver would come in and we would come out of the stall together and seemed the driver would always ask the same question.. do you own the mustang convertible? and Dan would say yes. Then the driver would say something like road head is great isn't it. Dan would say yeah then point at me and say he always loves giving road head when we go somewhere and is always up for sucking cock. This would lead to me sucking off drivers in the stalls or behind the rest area.
Other times if we were at a place where guys cruised looking for action he would make me wear thin white shorts and very colorful panties and we would walk the park or hiking trails and if a guy showed interest and started chatting with us Dan would make comments about me being a cock whore and pull out his cock and tell me to tell him what I like and I would tell him I love sucking cock then Dan would tell me to get on my knees which I would and would end up blowing the other guy or bending over for him and taking it in the ass. If we went to a gay bar or club he would have me go in the men's room to the last stall and wait then he would send guys in to get their cocks sucked and even fuck me once in a while providing they wore a condom. He has had me blow him in front of some women also.
While we no longer see each other but he did turn me into a cum slut cock whore that loves fem clothing and playing the submissive role and I truly think my mind has been altered to the point I am here to please real men and have them use me for their total pleasure. I don't care if I cum because I am for their pleasure not mine and besides if I am getting fucked really good I cum without touching myself.
Right now it is hard to find guys to use me because of the small town area I live in and being I am horny 24/7 I am going crazy and to the point where I am about to start asking guys if they want a blowjob as we pass by each other in the stores or on the sidewalks. Only thing stopping me is I am not into pain and don't want to get my lights punched out but it is driving me crazy not getting any cock and my dildos are fun but it gets old and the real thing is much better.