So first off I want to say I'm straight, but I have had a fantasy about giving a man head. Also in this fantasy I'm dressed as a women. Up to this point I have never dressed up in front of anyone before. So I purchased what I thought was the perfect outfit for this fantasy,checked to make sure everything fit correctly and wore it around my apartment for a day, just to make sure I was comfortable in it.

So I put up an add on a certain website and said what I was looking for. I had some replies,but only one stood out.
This guy offered to let me give him head, but he said he was married and we would have to do it in his pickup. If that was ok, we could meet up at a spot we both knew and we could go from there. He didn't care if I dressed like a girl, he even thought it might be kinda hot.
I had not considered giving car head,before but it sounds as good as any, and I could finally get this out of my system. So I replied that I was cool with it,an ask for a meet up spot and time.
So I drove to the determined spot and it began to storm really bad. I waited maybe 5 minutes and he showed up. He texted me,and says get in his truck and we can go to a quiet spot. So I grabbed my bag of clothes and got in.....

As he was driving he explains that there is a spot where we won't be disturbed about a mile off the main road. Then he tells me, to go ahead and change before we get there. My hands are shaking,cause I'm nervous and have never worn women's clothing in front of anyone,and I know what I have offered to do once I get there. There's no backing out now.. Shit I should have just not answered his texts and left,while I could.

I strip out of my pants and shoes and pull on a skirt and heels. Change my boxers for panties and change shirts. He tells me that I look nice,and he is really looking forward to this. I just tried to act a girly as I could. So I crossed my legs and just made small conversation.
He patted the seat next to him, and said these are bench seats, so slide over closer. Your hugging the door over there. I slid over, and he puts his hand on my knee and rubs my leg. He said you know, I have 3 weeks of load built up in my nuts,and he was looking forward to having it sucked out.

We finally park, and he is right it's under a big tree and with the hard rain, we aren't going to be ever seen here. He reaches over and puts his hand on my leg, and began slipping his hand under my skirt. Let's take a little look at what you have up there, and between my thighs his hand goes. I get a hard, on and I grabbed his hand,and tried to push it away. Suddenly afraid that I may cum, even though I'm nervous and want to back out,I'm still feeling really erotic. He stopped trying to grab my junk, at that point. He could tell I wanted to back out.

He asks me, if I'm ready,and I give a nervous yes. So he pulls his pants down, and puts his hand on the back of my head,and starts pulling me down. I get near his cock,and I so want to back out! I just can't get that in my mouth. So I think maybe I jerk him off instead and will be good. Not a chance! I'm stroking it,and he tells me, that he can jerk it off himself. He is here to get sucked, so he shoves my head down, and in a very irritated tone says suck it!
Now I'm thinking I'm out here alone with this guy,and I don't really know him, what have I got myself into. He lets me up and says, your not backing out. You wear a skirt, you try to act like a girl, you're going to suck me like a little slut. You want to be a little slut girl, I'm going to make you be one. I won't take a cock tease. Now suck it! Open your mouth and I will help you. So I do as he says, cause if I piss him off, he could do anything to me out here. So I get up on my knees in the seat,and lean over his cock.
My mouth open he shoves me back down,and his cock went in my mouth. I tried sucking it like in the porn videos that I've watched, and I could hear, he was enjoying himself. I don't know what else to do. His hand never left the back of my head though . If I tried to get off, he pushed me down for a deep throat.
His other hand was busy getting up the back of my skirt and feeling my ass. I kept praying that he wouldn't slip a finger in my ass, cause I thought that's what he was trying to do. After what seemed like a long time, I feel this huge glob squirt in my mouth,and he pushed me all the way down,till I was gagging. I could feel it pulse in my mouth and a goo sliding down my throat. After it stopped,he let me up for air, and told me that I did a good job,and took all 3 weeks of nut.
He then said, I'm not done.... I'm still gasping and coughing,but I ask him why not? Now you're going to jerk off for me.
I asked why?? Cause I want you to. Now jerk off! He jerks my skirt up and pulls my cock and balls out of the panties and says again,jerk off! So I started! I'm jerking and I admit to I still had a bit of a hard on... So I kept on till I was getting close,and he put his hand between my thighs and I shot my load in the palm of his hand. He looks at it,and tells me he is going to hand feed me my own nut. So he puts his hand to my mouth and tells me lick it up! Lick it out of my hand! So I do. I'm actually scared not to. I lick it and swallow it. He makes me open my mouth to make sure I did swallow.
After that,he pulls his pants up and says, now I will drop you off. Stay dressed though. I want you like the little bitch you are till you leave. You can change in your car. He doesn't say anything else on the way back.

So when he stopped, he told me to get out! Just get out! In a very aggressive tone. So I hopped out and jogged back to my car,praying no one saw me.
I just sat there,for a while catching my breath and thinking how I'm not ever doing that again.

To be honest I'm not complaining, I asked for it, and I got it. I just chickened out, with the wrong guy, who made me put out. I shouldn't have ever put up that ad, and now I have learned what it's like, and I don't have that fantasy anymore.