I hope you do not think of me as immature for sharing, but I will take that chance. I had sex with four guys before my boyfriend. Of those all but one was pretty quick and uneventful. One of them was my last BF who I loved having sex with. He had a long one that I learned to enjoy. He could do it for a long time and I never got dry since it was so nice feeling in me. When we first had sex I tried to limit him in me. So I would wrap my hand around his dick while we had sex. The first time she shot I could feel it in my hand. It would swell up and i could feel the stuff shooting through my fingers.
I saw his balls shake in a cell phone we made and I held his balls the nest time. the balls jumped as he shot his load. I liked that feeling and it got me off. From my hand to the same juice shooting inside of me. I for some reason like that. Its a strange feeling I guess but for me its exciting.
I liked the positions we had sex in and how he would do it. Then he got mean and got on drugs I think. I knew it was time to get away from him.
I cried a lot after that and met my boyfriend I have now. Compared to the sex with my last boyfriend its a let down. I enjoy it and he surely likes it. he tells me that I am like a hooker in the bed room. it offended me at first; then he explained what he was saying.
Its just things my ex showed me to do, things me ex liked and How i liked it with my ex. I lived with my boyfriend and we have plans to get married in eighteen months if things work out. he would marry me today if i would let him. I just want to see how it plays out. I think of my ex some time when he cums in me. I want to hold his cock while he cums in me, but its to short. I want to hold his balls but thats almost impossible.
Thanks to the women who let me share here.