Ok, this is it, I was always sexually active as long as I can remember, when I was in my late 30's I was in the Army and a great carrier going, I was looking to retire from the Army, I enjoyed it. I met a woman that had 4 children. 3 boys and 1 girl. the girl was 5 when we met and later this woman and I got married, the little girl was 6 my this time. I didn't know it at the time shortly after we got married but my wife was cheating on me with a man she had been with most of the time we had been dating. The 6 year old got curious about my body and sex. I asked her mother to talk to her about it but that didn't happen. 6 year old was spying on me in the bath room and in the bed so I started letting her see me. I would give baths and dry her off and toch her private parts. She kept wanting to see my private part and touch it. So I let her, I felt guilty and told her we could not do this any more. I am the adult and step-father I know better. a few weeks went by and she came to me and told me she missed it. so I let her see and touch again and I touched her. I never penetrated her with any thing. One night she laid down in the bed with me, her mother i found out later was visiting her boyfriend that night. Well I let my private go between her legs from the back side, spoon posission. The next day her slightly older brother asked her about the night before and she told him. He told momma and grandma. I went to prison and my life has never been the same. Her life has also been changed. The councelors convinced her that I r**ed her. I suppose touching is a type of it. Her mother gave birth to a boy one year later. Claimed he is mine. Could be. the date fits from the last time we had sex. He wanted to get to know me when he turned 20, I had found him. His sister and mother swore to cause me tremendous trouble if he continued contact with me. So now he is no longer in my life. He is now 25. Still no contact. I am writing this because, people the moment of sex activity with a child is not worth the life long damage done to all people involved. Family, friends, carrier, not to mention her life. She joined the Army later and has a good carrier, I thank God for that, only she is not able to forgive me. That is destroying her soul. These sex acts can destroy lives. Think long and hard before acting on a moment of sexual delight.