I had a friend, we were eight, and he had a monkey as a pet. The monkey was tied to a tree and had a dog house for shelter. This monkey would have his penis out, it was pink and long and he would bend over and suck his own penis. We would get in his room and pretend we were the monkey and try to suck our own penis. Although I could get my penis in my mouth, it was hard to hold the position, so we did the next best thing, we sucked each other's penis.

I loved sucking his penis, I went to his house so that I could suck his penis. I did whatever he asked, no matter how gross or stupid, so that I could suck his penis. Sometimes in the heat he would come around and suck my penis, which felt real good. He sucked hard, real hard, he sucked me hard and he would make me feel like I wanted to pee. I would suck him hard too, and sometimes my mouth hurt from sucking him, but he would remind me to keep sucking, he would hit me on the head and tell me he hadn't give me permission to stop.

We had turned eleven and the monkey still sucked his own penis and my friend's penis had gotten bigger and one day I was sucking down on him, and he kept telling me to suck harder and harder, and he peed in my mouth. Except it wasn't pee, he had his first orgasm and I tasted my first cum. I ate my first cum. I kept trying to suck his penis, but he had gotten so sensitive that he pushed my head away. It took several long minutes before he let me suck him some more, only this time he wanted it tender and slow with long soft sucks.

That night I lay in bed thinking about his penis and thinking about his cum and I dry humped the bed and I had my first wed dream. I tasted my own cum, but it wasn't the same as his, but I pushed my penis into my cum on the bed and fell asleep.

I graduated to cum sucker and would masturbate while I sucked him. He would hold my forehead and put his penis against my lips and ask me to beg, and I begged him to let me suck him and I always had to agree to do something in return for him letting me eat his cum. One day he told me to lick his ass, which I did, it wasn't gross to me, licking his ass and sucking his penis wasn't gross to me at all, by then what I wanted was for him to put his penis in me. I spread out on the bed and he would get on me and put his penis against my butt and I would lift my butt up, almost always while he humped me I was humping the bed and almost always had an orgasm all over the sheets.

One day we did it, we got his penis in me and we practiced a lot. We used all sort of things for lubrication, including a lot of spit. I knew just how to put my butt up and he got it in. We were regular fuckers after that.

One day he told me that the monkey had died and I really felt bad. I still remembered the monkey sucking his own penis. By then there was no way I could bend over to suck my own penis, and my friend hardly ever sucked me, I had to rely on masturbation or dry humping the bed while he fucked on me to orgasm. I began to need more, I started to need a man. I started to flirt with men, and men started to flirt with me, first one was the shoe salesman at the mall, he made me orgasm fast. The second man was the janitor at school. My friend had moved on to girls and we hardly talked any more, but he had told lots of his friends that I took it up the ass. Everyone in school knew I was gay and everyone in school knew I was the janitor's.

In college I got a job at a jewelry store and the manager kept me and fucked me. By then I was pretty obvious and so was he. I learned later to tone down my behavior, and I started to pick up men who stayed at the motel by the mall. I picked up a clientele. It helped pay my way through college, I had referrals and I always tried to satisfy my clients. I don't think I ever went with them for the money, I was pretty choosy and I liked a similar type of man, I went for the sex, and got paid afterwards.

One day you are too old for the game and I had to settle into a routine with a man who runs a carpet store. He's the MAN, I never talk about those days with him when I was in college or after college when I got paid. I satisfy him, he is the MAN.