My name is Seras. I have redish, almost orange long straight hair and hazel/green eyes. I'm pretty small for my age. I stand only 4 foot 2 inches and 76 lbs, so I have to look up to a lot of people. But I always did look up to my cousin Doug. This is a true story about us.
Whenever we visited each other's house, we were always together. I felt safe with him, had fun, laughed. He was like a big brother I never had. I do have a sister, but she went to college when I turned 11.
My sister was always with boys growing up. Going out with them to parties, the mall, just going for a ride around. I wasn't stupid. I knew what she was doing. Like one time, I went to use our bathroom after she had taken a shower and found a "toy" of hers she left on the bathroom counter. It looked like a real dick, and had a suction cup on it. I got really turned on seeing it. My heart was racing, and I decided to quickly take it and hide it in my closet. She ran in there like 2 minutes later, then peeked in my room and asked if I had been in there. I said no and went back to playing on my phone, or acting like I was LoL. I remember her like staring at me, then smiling and saying, "okay fine". I think she was kinda giving me an okay for taking it.
I used to play with it like crazy. I started with rubbing it, and myself lol. Then I would practice licking and sucking on it, laying it down and like grinding it against me. Eventually, I even started trying to slide it into me. It took me what seemed like a long time to actually be able to get it all the way in me, and it hurt at first. But, eventually I would ride my pillow, clothes stuffed with towels, anything to pretend I was really riding a dick. I remember thinking "this must be what it's really like". Boy I was wrong.
Anyway, back to Doug. He was 4 years older than me. He was pretty good looking too. Tall, which to me wasn't saying much Lol. Always had a shaved head with short dark brown hair, deep dark brown eyes and a dreamy smile. He could get me to do things like go into scary places or do bad things like taste beer or sneak out to go to the movies with than damn smile.
One time at a family get together at my grandparents, we were down in the basement with all our other cousins. Slowly people started going upstairs to play video games, play outside in the fields or go get something to eat. Eventually it was just me and Doug. I liked it better when it was just us. We were sitting on a couch and he asked me, "so, you got a boyfriend yet?" I laughed and said no. I did have a ' boyfriend' but all we did is hang out, kiss, stuff like that, nothing serious.
He laughed and said, "that's cute", then just looked away. I chirped back at him, "what's that supposed to mean?" He smiled without looking at me, "just you've got a lot to learn." I giggled as ask, "like what?"
He kinda sat up and looked at me. "Like, how to touch each other right, make each other feel good, stuff you're too young to know." I sat up with my feet under me, facing him. "Well, tell me so I will know." He laughed again, "it's not just something you talk about, you just feel it and learn what feels good to the other."
I knew what he was talking about, but he seemed nervous, and it was fun to watch him kinda squirm with each of my questions. I decided to keep pushing.
"I know what feels good, everybody knows what they like." He stared at me, kinda looking me over. I'll admit, I liked knowing he was trying to picture what felt good to me. "Well of course everyone knows what feels good to them," he said sarcastically, "but it's really satisfying to make someone else feel good. Like giving a present."
"But I like getting presents, who doesn't?" I quipped back at him quickly.
"Yeah, but giving them feels good to, especially knowing you're the one who gave it."
"And boys like giving presents huh?" I said with a smirk.
He shifted again, took a deep breath and said "Well, yeah, it's feels good for both people."
"Well my birthday was last month and you didn't get me anything. And your's is in a month and a half. I wont be here then. Does that make us even if I don't give you anything?"
"I guess," he said looking away.
"We could always get each other gifts early and late, right? It's never a bad time to give presents" I knew what he was referring too earlier, and couldn't believe I was still talking like this to my own cousin.
He said kinda quietly, "well, there can be 'bad times' to give some." He said with his fingers making quotation marks.
"Nah, all presents are nice anytime. It's the thought that counts."
He kinda turned towards me, "I don't know, some girls would be scared of some presents."
"Not me, it's the thought and I would take a present with a smile, even if I didn't want it. I could always do something with it after and he would never have to know."
Doug straightened up again, and I watched him adjust himself trying to be sneaky LoL.
Looking away and sitting down I said quietly, "I give myself presents anyways." I laughed alittle. "Sometimes it's nice to treat yourself."
He laughed too. "So when was the last time you gave yourself a present?"
"On the drive here this morning," I giggles showing him a bag of candy sitting on the end table I had bought at a gas station. He just laughed and looked away. He said quietly, "Not the kind of present I was thinking of."
I giggles and said, "I wasn't talking about the candy." He looked over at me with a sly grin and laughed.
He took a deep breath and said, "So, have you let a guy play with you before?"
I stared at him and watched his eyes looking almost through me as he looked me over. I laughed and said, "No. Not yet."
"Why not? You scared?"
I straightened up and looked away grinning, "No, I just haven't found a guy I really wanted to let do that."
He grinned again. "Well, what kinda guy would it have to be?"
"I don't know," I looked away, playing with my hair, "Somebody I trust, you know, get along with. That I can talk about like anything with."
"Like me?" He ask bluntly.
I looked up at him and stared. It was that damn smile. I shrugged my shoulders and said looking away, "I guess so, yeah."
We sat there for what felt like forever. Finally he said, "You know, I could help you, you know, learn if you wanted. Like so you wouldn't be nervous or anything later. You know you can trust me, and no one would ever know, except us."
"But isn't that like, bad? Like illegal?"
"Only if we told somebody. But I wouldn't." He said it staring at me, the whole time with that smile. "Has anyone even ever seen you like naked?"
"No." I said. "I mean, like in my swim suit yeah."
"No, I mean with nothing on."
I shook my head no. "That is like the hardest part. Not being afraid to be naked with someone." He paused and said, "Besides, a pretty girl like you has nothing to be embarrassed about."
I knew I was blushing. He leaned in and said, "Have you ever thought of me like that?"
I grinned and said, "Maybe..."
"Pshhh, maybe?! I wont lie. I thought about seeing you like that last night." He just kinda shrugged like it was nothing. "So, you've never thought about me like that?" "No." I answered quietly. "Would you?" He asked.
I laughed and looked back at him. He was looking at me long and hard. My heart was racing. I kept thinking 'this is so wrong'. But the more I thought that, the more excited I was getting. I could feel myself getting wet, thinking about my own cousin wanting me like that. Wondering what would happen from here. I decided why not. Of every guy in my life, he was the best I knew.
"Honestly, I think you're the only guy I would. Like, your the only person I really trust." I was breathing hard. My hands were getting clammy.
Then he asked, "Well, what would you wanna see?"
"I dunno? Like..." I paused nevously, "what a dick looked like in person."
"I'll let you see mine if you promise not to tell."
"I wouldn't," I said quick.
He looked at the basement door, which was closed, then back at me. He started undoing his belt and pants. "You know, I should get to see some of you you know. It's only fair." With that he flipped open his pants and slide his boxers down alittle. Out popped his dick. It was still soft, but like kinda starting to get hard. He kinda wiggled it and smiled at me.
I was sitting there with I'm sure a stupid look on my face. Biting on my lower lip, my clit shot a quick tingle up my back as he played with it.
"Do you want to feel it?" He asked scooting closer to me. I stared at him, then down at it. I reached out and he held it out for me, then when I was close enough, he just dropped it in my hand. It was heavier than I thought. And warm. I started feeling all over it, and wrapped my hand around it. It was growing right there in my hand, and getting really stiff. My toy wasn't anything like that hard, it was more like a jelly kinda. He reached his arm out and pulled me closer. He put his other hand over mine and started like showing me how to jerk it.
"Why don't you lean down and kiss it? Have you ever seen how a girl gives a blowjob?" I nodded staring at him. "Cool, why not try it?" He said, and again, that damn smile.
I had watched tons of videos online and played with my toy, but damn I was dripping wet as I slowly leaned down towards the hard, hot, throbbing real dick. I closed my eyes when I got right to it. I touched it to my lips. It felt so soft, warm and smooth. I slipped my tongue out and licked the tip. There was some slippery stuff, kinda salty and sweet at the same time dripping out. I kept licking it up, and all around the head. He started pushing on the back of my head and I knew what he wanted, so I just let it slide into my mouth. It was so wide. I started feeling all over it with my tongue, then he pushed even harder down. I opened my eyes trying to watch it disappear into my mouth. Then his dick hit the back of my throat. He asked if I was okay. I kinda mumbled lol and then nodded yes. He said for me to just 'go for it', and I did. Like I'd been sucking dick forever lol. He was breathing so hard and like moaning some. I did everything I could think of that I had seen. Going slow, then bobbing my head faster and faster. He kept saying my name, "Seras, ya Seras, thats so good, go deeper." So I did. Letting it hit my throat over and over. He started like squirming a little. I knew it was me making him like that, and I loved it. He started saying, "Seras, you gotta stop, Seras..." But I didn't. I knew guys cummed if you did it long enough, and girls in movies always get it on them or swallow it or what ever, so why be worried lol. Boy I was surprised. He grabbed my head and like jammed his dick in hard. I grabbed his legs and just tried to hold my breath. I felt his dick start jumping and twitching then it hit my throat. It felt so warm. I tried to just let him but he started like bucking and going too deep. I started to gag and pulled up a little, but I coughed. Some of his cum shot out my nose LoL. I was so surprised I hardly noticed my mouth was getting so full. Some dripped out and he said quickly "no Seras, swallow it, swallow it for me". So I did. I let his hot, slimy cum run down my throat. All I kept thinking was what we learned in class, how a guys cum has like a million sperms. All I was doing was letting the ones in my mouth get with the first ones that got shot like right down there lol.
Finally it stopped pumping. I sucked as I slid back up his dick. When I pulled off he reached down and grabbed my chin and said, "Let me see..." I grinned and opened my mouth. There was a little pool of him resting in the middle of my tongue. I finally had a second to focus on the taste. It was kinda sweet and salty at the same time. It had kind of a bitter taste, but I actually kinda liked it. He smiled down am me, still bent over his lap. I giggles, closed my mouth and swallowed one last gulp of him the whole time staring up at him. He laughed quietly, patted me on the top of my head and said, "That's a good girl."
As I sat up, I remember thinking, 'what am I, a dog?' But as I thought more about it, it made my clit tingle thinking that this is what I'm for, speaking naturally like. A girl is supposed to let a guy do this to her. That a girl's reason to be a girl is to take a man's cum. I loved that idea. So like primal, so instinctive. I licked my lips and smiled big at him. "That was fun," I said. "If you like that, shoot..." He said pulling his pants back up and buttoning them, "You're really in for a present," he said as he crawled onto the ground and over to me. He reached out and started to undo my pants. I sat there watching him, letting him do this to me. God my panties were soaked. Suddenly we heard the door open. Quickly he buttoned me back up and jumped on the couch. I wiped his cum off my face as much as I could with my hands, then wiped them on my jeans.He leaned over and whispered, "Later," with a devilish grin. Our cousins came running down the stairs.
My stomach was in knots and I never felt so horny. I just kept thinking about his hot cum resting deep inside my tummy. I needed to get off BAD LoL.
So after a while, everybody went upstairs to eat. We all talked, played corn hole, stuff like that. The whole time I was dripping wet thinking about what we did, and what he meant by 'later'.
After a few hours, people started leaving. All that were left at the house were Doug's family, being their house, my grandma and grandpa and my family. Everyone was down stairs watching old home movies. I went up stairs and decided I was going to take a shower and get into pajamas. I got my backpack with all clothes and stuff in it. Once I was in the bathroom, I decided I was going to finish myself off with my brush. I bought it just because of the nice jelly handle LoL. I turned the water on and started the shower. I stripped down and laid a towel down. I laid out in it and started rubbing my chest and clit. I remember thinking I couldn't wait till I grew big boobs like everyone else in my family had. Even my cousins made fun of me, calling me a boy, or accusing me of stuffing my sports bra with tissues, which was only one time. Truth is I still am not quite an A cup. But I don't mind that now, I'll get to that later.
Anyways, so I was laying there, feeling my body all over, really getting into it. Thinking about the taste my cousin's cum, the feeling of his dick, getting really close. I slipped the handle of my brush up into me, wishing it was a real dick. I wanted to feel that so bad. I heard a click and the door opened quick. All I could do is sit up a little and try and cover my chest and put my hand between my legs. It was Doug, smiling. He was looking me all over as he closed the door behind his and relocked it. I guess he knew how to undo it from outside cause I was sure I locked it.
He stepped to me and kneeled down. He moved my hand between my legs and looked at my hairbrush still jammed in me. He reached forward and grabbed it, then started like twisting it a little and pushing it further in me. My body stiffened and I had to drop my hands behind me to catch myself. Now I was fully sprawled out in front of him. He grinned and said, "God... Your fucking perfect."
My heart was still racing, my clit tingling and feeling him like stirring my tummy around from inside. He slid it out slowly, then ran it up my slit and over my clit. My legs shuttered as he did. "Oh, you like that hum..."
he said as he leaned back, sitting my brush up on the counter. He undid his pants and out popped that awesome dick, already hard. "If You like that," he said as he started climbing on top of me. Then I felt his dick touch against my soaking wet slit as we came face to face. He started rubbing it up and down me and said, "Then you're gonna love this."
With that, I felt him slip dead in line with my pussy. "Do you want to be a real woman?" he asked me with a serious face. I tried to say 'yes', but I think I just mouthed it LoL. Then slowly, I felt him sliding into me. It just kept feeling wider and wider. I thought I was going to rip in half. It was way thicker than my toy, and way bigger than my brush. After the tip felt like it popped in, he put both his hands around me and laid me down. I was panting fast, shallow breaths. I kept looking from his eyes to his dick, which was now inside me. My legs were shaking like crazy. Then he leaned down and sucked one of my nipples so hard but good. As he did, I could feel him trying to get deeper, feeling myself wrapping around him tightly as he burrowed deeper inside me. He let my nipple pop out of his mouth with a pop, laughed a little and said "God I love tiny girls, I mean women." Then he looked down between us and so did I, he was almost half way inside me. He backed out a little and pushed back in harder, slipping further in. I quickly looked back at him with what must have been a worried face biting my lower lip cause he said, "Shhh," then brushed the side of my face gently, "you'll be fine." With that, he pushed all the way inside. It hurt but felt so good. I grabbed him tight. He started slowly pushing in and out of me, getting faster every few times. My head was spinning and then it hit me. My whole body stiffened, my legs quivering on his sides as I hugged him tight. I was cumming so hard. He just pushed in and held there. I could feel my pussy gripping him over and over. He just watched my face and gave me that smile.
He waited till I was finished and said, "You like it?" I couldn't even speak, just nodded yes. He slid out of me and a chill shot through my body. He stood up and reached a hand out to me and helped me up. I just stood there, weak and smiling in front of him nude. He slipped his shirt off. Then his shoes, socks and pants. He said, "Isn't it fun being naked with someone else. Did you like your 'present'?" Again I just giggled and nodded. He said "Good, come here."
I walked over to him and he turned me to the mirror with him standing behind me. I grinned and said jokingly, "So now I'm a real woman huh?" He pushed me down gently over the sink as I watched him step behind me, he said "Not yet... You wanna be fucked like a woman?" He said grinning. I nodded again.
Then he pushed hard, deep and fully into me again. I stared hard into that mirror at him with my mouth open wide. Then as he drew back, he immediately pushed back in. It felt like he was trying to push through, up into my stomach. He kept a quick pace this time. I couldn't help it. I reached between my legs and started rubbing my clit like crazy. I was so close to getting off again when he stopped and held deep inside me, laughed and said, "Here's the real present..."
I felt him get super hard. His dick jumped hard deep inside of my belly, then again and again. He pushed a little more each time like he could get any deeper than he already was. I felt the rush of warmth like the one I felt on the back of my throat. Then I thought 'HOLY SHIT! HE CAN't...' I started cumming just like before. My mind went blank and my legs gave out, but he held me there with firm hands. He leaned over me and gave a hard thrust as he said, "Now your a woman."
A thousand thoughts raced through my head. How good this felt, how awesome it felt as his cum gushed deep into me, how much did he actually just shoot me up with, and shot, what if we got caught? I stared straight forward looking into his eyes in the mirror. He leaned back up and like started grinded in me, stirring my insides all around with his hard dick. My heart was pounding so hard, my legs felt like jelly. When he slid out I heard a wet pop and another chill shot through my body. He grabbed his clothes, peeked out the door, then left quickly. I remember staying on the counter panting hard, just staring at myself in disbelief. Thinking about bad it was that my own cousin just filled me with a million sperms, from my own family, without a condom.
Finally, shaky legs and weak, I stood up. My hands felt up and down my body. My skin was tingly. Staring at myself, I felt all over my flat chest, pinching my nipples rock hard nipples, feeling my tummy, still fluttering with butterflies, trying to imagine just how far his dick had just invaded me. Then I brushed over my clit, I almost fell. My whole body shook. God I was so super sensitive. I walked over and reached out to feel the still running water of the shower. It was cold and wouldn't get hot. So I turned it off and decided to wait for it to warm up.
I sat on the edge of the tub for several minutes. Eventually, I started lightly petting my pussy. My fingers got super slippery and sticky. I put them in my mouth, and there was that delicious flavor of my cousin. Then, I got stiff with nervousness realizing what I had just let him do. I spread my legs and slid a finger up into me. As I slid it out, a fat glob of his cum dribbled out and hit the floor. I got really scared now. I started doing it over and over, trying to get his cum out, licking my fingers clean and going back in. Every time I went in, more cum seemed to flow out. I stood up, turned the water on. Thank god it was warm. I got in and started feverishly fingering myself to get his sperm out of me. Again, I thought about the millions of his sperm he had just flooded my pussy with. Quickly as I fingered his cum in and out of me, I came a third time. I let myself fall into the tub, now laying out, letting the water rinse off me.
'Holy shit, WTF did I just do?', ran through my head. I couldn't help but be scared, but strangely, I was super horny AGAIN. Thinking about how awesome it felt truly being fucked and letting a man, be it my cousin, fill me with his potent cum. It was so bad, but I only got more turned on, and scared thinking about his little guys trying feverishly to find my little nestled eggs. No way did I want a baby, but damn I have never cummed like I do knowing his sperm are swimming deep within me, searching, trying to get me pregnant.
After that night, we did it 5 more times over three days till we left. I was damn lucky he didn't knock me up, but that hasn't stopped me since from letting my cousin fill me with every drop his hot, swaying balls can make. ; )