So the person that convinced me to put their dick in my mouth when I was in junior high contacted me, now I've jumped at every chance I've gotten to suck his dick and almost took it in the ass from him but I think the condom was making him soft, anywho found out he has his own place but really sucks becuz he admited to me that he does drugs and his problem sounds bad quite frankly I'm not sure if I can go through with it knowing he has such a problem he openly admited to, he did admit if I went over he would finally do as I wish and penetrate me no matter what and do anything possible he offered a shower being there and even suggested that if I liked taking it in the ass if we can roleplay a shower r**e situation but again it bothers me he is a drug user, idk what to do becuz this is my secret and honestly he's the only guy who knows and that's becuz he had convinced me to stuff for him