Thank God its over because I just spent the last three months not only in pain but in the most humiliating situation I could ever imagine. I'll be 21 in August and the first thing I'm going to do is tie one on and try to forget how I am still embarrassed every time I see my aunt Diane, cousin Ginnie and even my mother. Three months ago I was working when I fell off a roof landing on my back. I broke a leg and was operated on for crushed discs and damaged vertibrae. I spent 3 and half weeks in the hospital and spent another almost two months in my bed at home. My mother took off work the first week and right then I knew the next couple months would be a nightmare. I wasn't allowed out of bed which meant my mom had to give me a bed pan and a urial cup aside from changing my pj's and underware and washing me. I'm at an age where I didn't want my mom seeing my dick, wiping my ass and washing my genitals. As bad as that week was the next week was worse. My mom had to go back to work so aunt Diane volunteered to take care of me during the day. My mom works downtown so she leaves the house around 7 am and don't get home until about 6 pm. So for 11 hours 5 days a week I'm here with Aunt Diane who is actually my uncles 2nd wife and her brat daughter Ginnie who is 12. She isn't even my real cousin and my aunt ain't my real aunt and shes only 38. Whats even worse is since school got out Ginnie is here all day with her mother. The first week Ginny was here I was spared some embarrassment because of the strong pain pills I was taking. By the second week it was outright humiliation especially when I had to go #2 and when she came in to wash me. She acted like she was nurse or something which she ain't and I'd be there naked as she would wash my whole body even the crack of my ass. The third week was even worse because I did feel better and wasn't on the strong pills. That week also was bad because it was the first time I got an erection when she was washing me. Now shes not even good looking but when she started washing between my legs I couldn't help it. She didn't get mad or nothin and all she said was it was all right and for me not to be ashamed. I think she said ashamed because my dick is only a little under 6" when I get a hard on. The one day I lost the grip on the pee cup and she had to come in and change me and the sheets. And I especially hated it when she wiped my butt just the way she had me roll on my side with everything on display.

Then school got out and the brat was here everyday. Even though she is only twelve I guess she knew when her mother was washing me or wiping my butt. She kept peeking in from the hallway and I don't even know how many times she saw me naked or at least saw my ass. When my mom washed me and even when she only did it on the weekends I never got an erection. When aunt Diane did I got hard almost every time which just added to the embarrassment I already had and the fact that she smiled every time didn't help. Even she caught Ginnie looking in a couple times and chased her but when she was washing me I couldn't see the door that well and coundn't tell if she was there or not. Ginnie would come in and talk to me sometimes and ask if I felt better. I told her a few times to stop opening my door to watch her mom wash me and the little brat claims she never did it but once by accident. Her mother chased her twice I think and I chased her a few times myself. When I was finally able to get up on crutches and use the bathroom and shower on my own it was a relief. The shower is in the bathtub so aunt Diane would help me get in and out but at least I was able to have a bathrobe on both ways. The bad thing was the brat again because I couldn't lock the door. Ginnie would open the door to look at me and when I hollard at her she would tell me she didn't know I was in there, brat! brat! brat!. I see both of them about twice a week and its still embarrasses me just seeing or talking to them. My uncle jokes with me sometimes about how his wife took care of me and I'm sure she told him how I got erections all the time. I feel like telling him how his step daughter is such a sneak and brat. My mom is great about it and never says anything but my older brother thinks its funny and breaks my balls about it. Same with some of my friends who know my mom and aunt took care of me then. Its not the least bit funny to me and I feel embarrassment even when I think about. I go back to work in about three more weeks and I'm going to be a lot more careful from now on.