Bi-Sexual Female / 31
I don't know if I grew up, or if I changed inside or what. I spent my teens and early twenties in girl with girl relationships, mostly they were sexual, even early on, I had a sexual appetite that I could not satisfy, and I would go from girl to girl to girl. I had commitment issues and this caused these relationships to be short lived.
In my mid twenties, 26 to be exact, I met a woman who was 38 who owned an internal design business (I studied internal design) and I got a job with her. We became friends almost immediately and soon we were more than just friends. One day I was at her house and she wanted to swim and sunbathe in the nude. She likes being naked, really likes being naked, and her pool is built so that you can be naked and no one can see you. That afternoon we got naked and she had this whole thing about looking at me, I had been naked with her many times before, but this was different, she was looking at me and she was touching me and commenting on my body and how she liked this and how she liked that, it was like being examined.
She sat me down with her in the lounge chair and while she was holding me and caressing my face she mentioned so mater of fact that she thought her husband would enjoy being with me. That he had observed me, I didn't know that he would observe us when we were together, but he did, and that he wanted me to be with him.
The way she put it, "it is only for about 3 minutes, he gets on you and screws you and gets off, that's all". Three measly short minutes and we can continue to have our time together and enjoy his money. A simple thing, just let him screw me and everything was going to be all right.
I told her I had never been 'screwed', and I wasn't really one to want to get 'screwed'. But he was waiting for me and so she took me into her bedroom, and she pushed me on the bed and told me to just accept it, he was going to get on me and put his arms under my arms and push himself inside of me and in a short minute or two he was going to roll off.
But it wasn't really that simple. He did get on top of me, in between my legs and he did push his penis in me and he did hold me with his arms under my shoulders and he did bang on me until he emptied his sperm and cum inside of me, and he did roll off. But something else happened. I had an orgasm, a spontaneous orgasm, like nothing I had ever had. When she came over to hold me, I didn't want her to hold me, I wanted to lay beside him and just be there beside him.
He screws me a lot. I have transferred all of my sexual energy to him. I want to get screwed, the feeling when I am being screwed is so powerful, I seem to lose my breath and where I am. When he cums, I want him to keep pumping every little sperm he has into me. I lay there afterwards, when he rolls off and I lay beside him imagining all those little sperms inside of me, rushing to find an egg to screw themselves into. I fantasize that one egg is going to be fertilized and I am going to get pregnant. I wear an IUD, and all I want to do is take it out. I want those little sperms to do their job.
If I get pregnant I know I will be unwelcome. I still have my relationship with her, but it so toned down as compared to before. She laments me getting with her husband, but it is what he wants. We spend all day with each other, we work together, and we spend most of the rest of day with each other, we still get together for some girl fun, but really for me, I want to get screwed. Everything I do with her is foreplay, she gets me all worked up for when he comes home. And I get screwed. Just like when I was a teen when I couldn't get enough sex, I can't get enough from him.
In my mid twenties, 26 to be exact, I met a woman who was 38 who owned an internal design business (I studied internal design) and I got a job with her. We became friends almost immediately and soon we were more than just friends. One day I was at her house and she wanted to swim and sunbathe in the nude. She likes being naked, really likes being naked, and her pool is built so that you can be naked and no one can see you. That afternoon we got naked and she had this whole thing about looking at me, I had been naked with her many times before, but this was different, she was looking at me and she was touching me and commenting on my body and how she liked this and how she liked that, it was like being examined.
She sat me down with her in the lounge chair and while she was holding me and caressing my face she mentioned so mater of fact that she thought her husband would enjoy being with me. That he had observed me, I didn't know that he would observe us when we were together, but he did, and that he wanted me to be with him.
The way she put it, "it is only for about 3 minutes, he gets on you and screws you and gets off, that's all". Three measly short minutes and we can continue to have our time together and enjoy his money. A simple thing, just let him screw me and everything was going to be all right.
I told her I had never been 'screwed', and I wasn't really one to want to get 'screwed'. But he was waiting for me and so she took me into her bedroom, and she pushed me on the bed and told me to just accept it, he was going to get on me and put his arms under my arms and push himself inside of me and in a short minute or two he was going to roll off.
But it wasn't really that simple. He did get on top of me, in between my legs and he did push his penis in me and he did hold me with his arms under my shoulders and he did bang on me until he emptied his sperm and cum inside of me, and he did roll off. But something else happened. I had an orgasm, a spontaneous orgasm, like nothing I had ever had. When she came over to hold me, I didn't want her to hold me, I wanted to lay beside him and just be there beside him.
He screws me a lot. I have transferred all of my sexual energy to him. I want to get screwed, the feeling when I am being screwed is so powerful, I seem to lose my breath and where I am. When he cums, I want him to keep pumping every little sperm he has into me. I lay there afterwards, when he rolls off and I lay beside him imagining all those little sperms inside of me, rushing to find an egg to screw themselves into. I fantasize that one egg is going to be fertilized and I am going to get pregnant. I wear an IUD, and all I want to do is take it out. I want those little sperms to do their job.
If I get pregnant I know I will be unwelcome. I still have my relationship with her, but it so toned down as compared to before. She laments me getting with her husband, but it is what he wants. We spend all day with each other, we work together, and we spend most of the rest of day with each other, we still get together for some girl fun, but really for me, I want to get screwed. Everything I do with her is foreplay, she gets me all worked up for when he comes home. And I get screwed. Just like when I was a teen when I couldn't get enough sex, I can't get enough from him.
