When I was a kid 8 years old , I was often in thee care of a sitter sometimes for a week or more at a time. one time I had a very nice sitter who was a guy about 28 or so & we got on very well.

He liked to give me back rubs with baby oil and a heat lamp, which I enjoyed immensely ! We had these long , slow sessions each day and as I relaxed more ,his advances got bolder & I liked it.

Soon his warm strong hands were also working my cheeks with great shill and then his finger tips were dancing lightly over my anul ring. What a thrilling feeling I was now having. We stayed at this level for a day and then on during the next session he started to massage my anus more firmly with some pushing or pumping back & forth.

Now I was getting hot and loving what was happening and wanted all of this I could get. Soon he was using one mid knuckle tip and some Crisco as he deep massaged my anal ring. I was now bucking pushing against that folded knuckle for all I was worth !

The pulsing and pumping got stronger and stronger. but I was delirious with heat, lust ,desire , pleasure and just wanted him to push in further.

He somehow sensed this and inserted a finger into my stretched love canal, which I was thrilled even more with. Slowly he went in and out all he while going around and up and down. Then there were two fingers in and repeated the great penetrating and stretching as before

After a while he inserted a third finger in to me and continued to work me but firmly and i was now just about floating on his fingers. slowly he worked me open so he could bury three finger in to me up to his knuckles with ease and I was squirming, Bucking & pushing back to help the process along !! !

I was now in such a state that I was out of control and willing to do anything that he might ask of me and do it joyfully ! This all took 9 days and then he was gone from my life, but I never forgot the experience of pleasure and joy. It stayed in the back reaches of my mind quietly waiting and waiting to be ignited once again.

fast froward, 9 years later someone else lit that fire again and I gave it all up and loved it very much ! I did it all as much as I could and freely ! now I was open to the world of love from men & still am !



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