This is something I just need to get off my chest but I don't want anyone I know to know. I always considered myself straight and in a way I still do, but at 18 and a virgin I just, I don't know, I guess part of me was curious about guys. I watched porn and I noticed I really started to pay attention to the girls giving head and when the guy ejaculated and I started to wonder what that would be like, but I didn't consider myself gay so it didn't seem like a thing I would do. But a few weeks ago I was looking on Craigslist and found a guy that I could email and talk to about this stuff that wouldn't judge me. He was older, 58, I believe, and in shape, at least I could gather from his pictures, and we quickly became pretty good email pals. He was married and everything but he had some experience with guys in his youth and could understand where I was coming from. About a week ago my parents left for the weekend and he was alone for the weekend, too, and he wanted to know if I wanted to meet. He lived about an hour away, and I didn't really want him coming to my place, so I drove to his town and we met at a quiet little coffee shop and talked. He was tall, in shape, looked like he was in his 40s, minus his gray hair, and I was some scrawny teenager next to him that could probably pass for his kid. After about a half hour he asked if I wanted to head to his place and for whatever reason I did. I guess given this site and the type of stories I don't need to do the full lead up but after a little bit, he was sitting next to me on the couch (he got closer throughout our conversation which was about sexual stuff) and he put his hand on my thigh, really high by my crotch. It made me nervous and excited at the same time and I could feel my penis begin to swell because of it, and then he asked me "So, you want to suck my cock?" I stared at him speechless and then, without really realizing it, I nodded my head yes. He leaned back on the couch and I watched as he unbuttoned his pants, pull down the zipper and then pulled out his penis. It pretty much unfurled as he pulled it out, long, thick, and uncut. I was sitting on the couch staring at it and he leaned forward and started to kiss my neck. It felt good, especially when he gently bit my neck and sucked on it a little and started to pull my shirt off. He told me not to be nervous and that I said I wanted to but if I really didn't there was no pressure. I gently pushed my neck against his mouth because it felt good and was loosening me up, but I was also getting a major erection. His hand was back on my thigh and my stiffening penis brushed his hand and I felt him reach up and undo my pants. He pulled my pants off so I was just in my boxerbriefs and he stood before me, his long cock in my face as he pulled his own pants all the way off and then gently guided my head to his groin and placed his cock on my lips. He was still flaccid, but as he pushed into my mouth I willingly parted my lips and took him in, finally grabbing the shaft with my hand as he neared the back of my throat. He said "That's good. That feels nice." I could feel him start to swell as I began taking him in my mouth and pulling back, sucking his cock. After a few minutes he sat back down on the couch and I got on my knees before him. He told me he wanted me to go slow and really enjoy it, try it out, and do whatever I fantasized about. I was nervous. I bobbed my head, taking my time, his big penis filling my mouth with his length and girth. He talked to me during, giving me tips, telling me it's feeling really nice. He asked me if I liked sucking his fat, uncut cock and I moaned a "mm hm" around his penis and he moaned out how the vibrations felt good. I didn't think anything about him running both his hands through my hair, which felt good, I have to say, and his breathing was getting faster. He told me to "Keep going. It feels great." I had a complete hard-on at this point and I could taste his precum, which I actually kind of liked. It tasted sweet and it just flowed from the tip of his penis. I don't know how long it was before his right hand was firmly grasping the back of my head and he was saying "Yes. Yes. Don't stop." I'm embarrassed to admit it wasn't until his penis engorged in my mouth and he shot the first squirt of ejaculate into my mouth that I realized what was happening. I tried to pull back, but he pushed down on my head firmly and said "No. Just take it. Take it all, baby" before his words just turned into a groan and he shot large squirt after large squirt into my mouth. I had no choice but to swallow it, which made my stomach uneasy. After he finished ejaculating in my mouth he had me rest my head on his lap, tip still in my mouth, and told me that "was one hell of a blowjob". Overall, I enjoyed it, but more happened that day that I'm not yet ready to talk about.