I'd rationalized to myself that once I did it, I'd get it out of my system and carry on with a normal existence.
I thought I had it worked out where I'd anonymously do it behind the safety of my shower curtain which I had cut a hole in, but he slid the curtain open and exposed me.
Now all I think about is sucking another cock, only I still hesitate because I don't want to be seen.
I went to a gay porn site and happened across a video of a guy out in Las Vegas who video tapes men wearing fetish masks sucking his big cock.
I'd love to go there and be his next student. Put on a mask get down on my knees between his legs and worship his wonderful cock.
Then go back to the porn site and watch myself being his cock sucker. Think of all the other guys like me watching me suck cock.
Until then I'm going to purchase a mask and find someone on Craigslist.
One guy has an ad about a vacant office near me, and he has a nice cock photo.
I want to make arrangements to come to his office, walk in wearing my mask, and announce to him "I'm here to suck your cock"
Walk over to him as he unzips his fly and pulls his fat cock out. I climb under his desk and lick his balls and wrap my lips around his powerful cock.
I really want to please his cock so I get a reward. I want my mouth rewarded with his cum.
He won't know me but he knows he has just made me his cock sucker.


