At 25 I was divorced after six months. I moved to a duplex because it had a yard for my dog. Next door was a couple in their early 50s. From the first day I moved in he had his eye on me. I could feel it, he would stare hard at my breasts, I felt like slapping him and telling him to look at my eyes. One day I wore a pair of tights, granted they were too tight, and I had gone to yoga. He stared at my crotch, his eyes were on my crotch, nothing could move his eyes, when I turned and walked away I could feel his eyes on my rear.

Because were neighbors and they looked after my dog, I interacted with them a lot, and I had to put up with his staring. It got to the point that I would have preferred he just grab me and violate me and get it over with.

One Saturday night they invited me to a party at their place. I went dressed for party, casual, but age appropriate, for my age anyway, my blouse was a little low and I liked cleavage and I wanted to meet a man, I had been without for a long time by then, and I was tired of masturbating fantasizing about my neighbor violating me. I wanted some real action, and I went over hoping to meet someone.

There were several couples there, a single woman in her 40s, and nothing else. The only attention I was getting was from my neighbor. The single woman talked to me, we were the only unattached women there, and she told me that I should be careful, because he was eyeing me and it was obvious to her that he had intentions. Well why did she say that? I had intentions of meeting someone, and at that point I was ready for him to live out my fantasy of being violated, I just wanted him to take me and violate me. If I was horny when I went over, I was more horny then.

I talked to her and the more I talked to her the more I got the impression that she was on the make with me. She was coming on to me, at one point she reached over and grabbed my boob and complimented me on then, it was the first boob grab I had gotten since over year. But I wanted him, I wanted him to grab my boobs and take me somewhere and just get it over with. It was obvious to the woman that I was open to his intentions. She told me that I should realize that getting screwed by a man like that would ruin me for ever. That is when she offered for me to go with her, a new experience, no danger of getting pregnant, something I might like, not to focus on him, if I was going to give my tail away, why not her. She was serious and horny as hell, it was just the two of us in the hallway and she was all over me, she was pushing up my boobs and hunting for a kiss.

I told her I was sorry, no offense, but I needed a penis.

I finally got away from her and went to my neighbor and asked him to protect me from her. He asked me if she wasn't my type, that he had invited her over because maybe she and I could hook up. I went silent, and then I asked him why he would think that, why would he think that I was a lesbian? He told me that I had the 'look', and that his wife felt the same way. I corrected him and I told him I wanted him, I wanted to be violated, that I wanted him to take me back to the bedroom and just get it over with. I couldn't stand it anymore, I didn't want her, I wanted him. I said it and regretted it the minute I said it. I sounded so desperate. His comment was whether I was old enough for it. That he didn't play around with little girls.

Later, when it got late, he asked me if I wouldn't reconsider, that his friend, the woman was really interested in me, maybe that was my thing, I just didn't know it, because frankly he and his wife and the woman all were of the opinion that I was lesbian. I said no, I am not lesbian, I just wanted to be with him, that is why I behaved the way I did, because I wanted to be with him. He said ok, but he didn't want any messy emotional shit, like he had told me he wasn't in to little girls.

I slept with him, he did take me to bed, he take me back to his bedroom and fucked me. He fucked me, he didn't make love to me, he fucked me. We were laying on the bed, and his wife walked in, and she pulled the sheets off of me, and told us that their friend, the woman, had left and that I had better be happy about my choice. She got undressed and grabbed my knees and opened my legs and she went down on me. He grabbed me and put my head on his chest and held my boobs while she ate me. It was so mechanical, he held me tighter and tighter, then he reached down and fingered my clit and she put her tongue into my vagina and he masturbated me into an orgasm, and let me gather myself, she put her hair back over her head and went down on me again, this time I was still very wet and she kept eating me gently, he would not let me go, I could feel his penis under my back, and he started to hump up against me, and then in a lift he turned me over on my stomach and got on my back and lifted my hips up and penetrated all the way to my cervix.

I felt her come around to me and sat down in front of me and maneuvered herself under my face, and pulled my face down on her and he started to fuck me and with his hand reaching down pushing my face into his wife's pussy. I got instructions, which I barely heard, about getting my tongue to work and repeat the favor and to use my fingers to fuck her and to bite her clit. Her legs were so tight around my head, and I went in and out of awareness of his penis fucking me, I think I felt when he came, but I don't know, at some point I just felt his mouth on my vagina as he kept my hips up high and he was putting his face into me, he found my clit and I went into a convulsing orgasm, I collapsed.

My neighbors are swingers and they like threesomes, and they especially like girls who will go with a woman. They adopted me, and I stay with them. I swear I am not a lesbian, I am his, when I get hot enough and he has me to the point where I am losing control, then I can go with her. Their friend from the party comes over to participate, but I said no, I was not a lesbian, she has also been with them, and even though we get together and have these crazy sex parties, I am the one getting fucked with a penis, and those two women are eating each other out.

For me sex is about having his penis in me. If I also have a pussy in my mouth, it is because he wants me to do that, and it makes him fuck me harder. But I don't look for pussy, like their friend does, she is the opposite of me, she is all lesbian and she can take a penis but she wants pussy. I want penis, and I can take pussy if I have to.