Straight Male / 18
Before I start I want to say that I've posted here before. Anyways, what I have to share here today is a bit complicating so I hope people understand my DREAM/WISH.
I attended my cousins party and was having fun and everything when I saw two girls that were playing together, it was beggining to get dark and I was having a good day. I approached the two girls and started talking with them and everything was going good. Both girls were very friendly and nice with me. They were both beautiful too.
When I had to go home I asked one girl for her number and she gave it to me. It was all going good. The thing is that both girls stole my heart that night at the party. I have been thinking about that night a lot.
I miss them so much and I wish I could see them again. Now I will get to the dream I had about one of them.
I will not give out any names because I REALLY RESPECT the girls.
So in the dream one of the girls was in a room alone with me and she had the room prepared for a romantic night. There was a bed,wine,ice,and a wodden box.
Now I will explain what happened between me and her in the dream.
She looks at me and smiles and serves me a cup of delicious red wine. I look happy in the dream. We then begin to kiss and we take of our clothes. The passion in the room is intense and we can feel our warm bodies. We can feel the heat of our bodies. From this point on things REALLY turn around. She gets out of bed and walks over to the wodden box. From inside the box she takes out strong pieces of rope. She procceds to tie my hands and feet. I am completely VULNERABLE at this point but I am smiling for some weird kinky reason.
What happens next is BEAUTIFUL. She ties my mouth and I can not scream but I am still SMILING. Its a WONDERFULLY weird feeling that I have. I am turned on by the thought of being COMPLETELY VULNERABLE.
The girl returns to the box to get out a KNIFE. Yes! I am now breathing heavily and I look at her with fear. When I look into her eyes I see BEAUTY AND NOTHING MORE.
I begin to cry quietly but that doesn't stop her. She looks at me and says: if this is what you want, then this is what you shall have. At this point she leaves the knife on top of my stomach and serves herself a cup of wine.
She sits in a chair next to me. She runs her fingers through my body. I smile as she is doing this.
I try to talk and she tells me: what! What! You have something to say bitch? I then tell her that I want some wine. She serves me a cup and throws it all over me. I am shaking but there's something about the situation that is MAGICALLY BEAUTIFUL. Something I can't explain with words.
After she is done with her cup of wine I tell her to kiss me.
She comes over to me and kisses me in the forehead. I am crying at this point.
She picks up the knife that was resting on my stomach and slowly moves it around in my face.
She asks me: are you ready? To which I respond with a nod. She cuts the rope that didn't let me speak and kisses my lips one last time. I feel in love at this point. She stops to tell me that I must drink all the wine bottle. I obey and I feel a little sick after drinking a lot of wine. Somehow I drink all the wine and feel good. I feel happy. After drinking all that wine she ties me to the bed again.
She is holding on to the knife tightly. I look at her and she begins to cry. She cries quietly like I did earlier. I tell her that everything is okay and I tell her to continue.
She raises the knife up and plunges it down at my throat. I begin to bleed out. I loose a lot of blood and die.
After all this is over she simply gets off the bed and says: goodbye my LOVE.
This is the end of the dream. The weirdest thing about it is that it happened a couple of weeks ago and I still haven't forgotten it. I think about it every day.
There's something in me that is telling me that I should do it. That I should make it happen. Every day the thought gets stronger and more convincing.
To finish this confession I wanted to ask women (especially young women, HOPEFULLY GIRLS) to leave their Kik.
THIS DREAM/WISH IS QUITE PERSISTENT. I WOULD ONLY SUBMIT TO THIS WISH IF THE GIRL WAS OKAY WITH IT. I AM AWARE THAT THIS WISH IS SOCIALLY UNACCEPTABLE BUT I REALLY WANT TO MAKE IT HAPPEN. THAT'S WHY I HAVE THOUGHT ABOUT LOOKING FOR A GIRL WHO WOULD AT LEAST TALK TO ME ABOUT IT.
PLEASE UNDERSTAND MY FANTASY, OR AT LEAST TRY TO.
I attended my cousins party and was having fun and everything when I saw two girls that were playing together, it was beggining to get dark and I was having a good day. I approached the two girls and started talking with them and everything was going good. Both girls were very friendly and nice with me. They were both beautiful too.
When I had to go home I asked one girl for her number and she gave it to me. It was all going good. The thing is that both girls stole my heart that night at the party. I have been thinking about that night a lot.
I miss them so much and I wish I could see them again. Now I will get to the dream I had about one of them.
I will not give out any names because I REALLY RESPECT the girls.
So in the dream one of the girls was in a room alone with me and she had the room prepared for a romantic night. There was a bed,wine,ice,and a wodden box.
Now I will explain what happened between me and her in the dream.
She looks at me and smiles and serves me a cup of delicious red wine. I look happy in the dream. We then begin to kiss and we take of our clothes. The passion in the room is intense and we can feel our warm bodies. We can feel the heat of our bodies. From this point on things REALLY turn around. She gets out of bed and walks over to the wodden box. From inside the box she takes out strong pieces of rope. She procceds to tie my hands and feet. I am completely VULNERABLE at this point but I am smiling for some weird kinky reason.
What happens next is BEAUTIFUL. She ties my mouth and I can not scream but I am still SMILING. Its a WONDERFULLY weird feeling that I have. I am turned on by the thought of being COMPLETELY VULNERABLE.
The girl returns to the box to get out a KNIFE. Yes! I am now breathing heavily and I look at her with fear. When I look into her eyes I see BEAUTY AND NOTHING MORE.
I begin to cry quietly but that doesn't stop her. She looks at me and says: if this is what you want, then this is what you shall have. At this point she leaves the knife on top of my stomach and serves herself a cup of wine.
She sits in a chair next to me. She runs her fingers through my body. I smile as she is doing this.
I try to talk and she tells me: what! What! You have something to say bitch? I then tell her that I want some wine. She serves me a cup and throws it all over me. I am shaking but there's something about the situation that is MAGICALLY BEAUTIFUL. Something I can't explain with words.
After she is done with her cup of wine I tell her to kiss me.
She comes over to me and kisses me in the forehead. I am crying at this point.
She picks up the knife that was resting on my stomach and slowly moves it around in my face.
She asks me: are you ready? To which I respond with a nod. She cuts the rope that didn't let me speak and kisses my lips one last time. I feel in love at this point. She stops to tell me that I must drink all the wine bottle. I obey and I feel a little sick after drinking a lot of wine. Somehow I drink all the wine and feel good. I feel happy. After drinking all that wine she ties me to the bed again.
She is holding on to the knife tightly. I look at her and she begins to cry. She cries quietly like I did earlier. I tell her that everything is okay and I tell her to continue.
She raises the knife up and plunges it down at my throat. I begin to bleed out. I loose a lot of blood and die.
After all this is over she simply gets off the bed and says: goodbye my LOVE.
This is the end of the dream. The weirdest thing about it is that it happened a couple of weeks ago and I still haven't forgotten it. I think about it every day.
There's something in me that is telling me that I should do it. That I should make it happen. Every day the thought gets stronger and more convincing.
To finish this confession I wanted to ask women (especially young women, HOPEFULLY GIRLS) to leave their Kik.
THIS DREAM/WISH IS QUITE PERSISTENT. I WOULD ONLY SUBMIT TO THIS WISH IF THE GIRL WAS OKAY WITH IT. I AM AWARE THAT THIS WISH IS SOCIALLY UNACCEPTABLE BUT I REALLY WANT TO MAKE IT HAPPEN. THAT'S WHY I HAVE THOUGHT ABOUT LOOKING FOR A GIRL WHO WOULD AT LEAST TALK TO ME ABOUT IT.
PLEASE UNDERSTAND MY FANTASY, OR AT LEAST TRY TO.
