I was in bed the other night jerking off to some gay porn thinking how hot it would be to suck another guy's cock. I was imagining swirling my tongue all over a pair of cum-bloated balls then running up the shaft to the big fat head... and I let loose with a long white stream of cum. It was thick and heavy and laid a line of jizz from the head of my cock to my right shoulder. It was followed by another and another until I was crisscrossed with hot fluid. Cum ran down over my fingers and I milked my cock for every drop then slowly licked the salty sweet goo off my hand. I closed my eyes, pretending I was licking clean a spent cock. I used my fingers to scoop up the semen on my body moaning at the taste and quietly cried...

I wanted to suck cock so bad! I wanted to swallow cum from a spurting cock and use my lips to milk it clean. It was all I thought about every second of the day. I wanted to get naked with another guy and make out, play with his cock, jerk him off, roll his balls around in my hand. I couldn't think of anything else. Only I didn't know how to go about making it happen, I had no experience with girls, much less boys and the risks frightened me. If I made a pass and was rejected everyone would hear about it I was sure and I would be labeled a fag. But I wanted it so bad!!!
I cried for almost an hour then I gave a mental 'fuck it!' and decided it was worth the risk, that the first chance I got I was going for it.

I don't know or when but there's a guy out there who's going to get his cock sucked like he has before!!!