I am your average guy, early thirties, pretty good looking, thick 8 inches when erect, and straight all my life. I am on my second marriage now, and I love my wife. I have no doubts she is my soulmate. Anyway, down to the dirt.
Neither my wife or I have any drug or alcohol issues, we drink maybe once a month and a few times a year I may smoke some pot if I am hanging out with a friend who just happens to have some. However, last year my wife and I decided to roll together (ecstasy). She had never done it before and I hadn't done it on over a decade, since at least my late teens early twenties. It was fun, we made out a lot and went down on each other, lots of fun play. Since then we did t a few more times, nothing in the past few months but probably about five or six times in total since our first time. The first couple of times it started out with us just playing, then we started involving toys which I used on her. The toys were things she already owned, a couple of dildos and vibrators. One of these nights I was rolling well and I started using the toys with her, soft dildo in my mouth and vibrators in my ass. I enjoyed it quite a lot. Then one of these passion filled nights I asked her what she thought about having another guy join us, she was a little hesitant at first but the next time we rolled we invited over a guy who we knew that was bi and had no interest in anything long term or on going. It seemed like a safe bet. He came over and we were already rolling hard by the time he got there. He got undressed and he had a beautiful, thick, 9 inch cock. My wife and I took turns sucking on him for hours. Sometimes I would fuck her and he would be at our heads and we would take turns sucking him while we fucked. Other times we both laid on the bed while he stood at the end and we would just take turns sucking him. My wife was getting a little hot and said she wanted to take a cool shower. She said, "why don't you boys play while I rinse off". So we sucked each other while she cooled off. I found out that I could deepthroat his entire cock during this night. Since I am "straight" I never knew that I had that ability. After a few hours he left and then it was just the wife and I. He never penetrated her or I, that was part of the deal for him coming over. He was just supposed to drop by, all of us have some oral fun and leave. He was very respectful, did exactly as was asked without any argument and went along his merry way.
Now you have to understand how strange all this is from my point of view. I am not attracted to men in the slightest. I can tell if a man is attractive or ugly, but it doesn't mean that I feel that way just that I know the social norm. I have no interest in any relationships with men other than being friends and just hanging out like normal guys do. I am not turned on by men or even get horny at the idea of being with a man.
That being said, I have been fantasizing about sucking that guys cock again. I don't want to hang out with him, I don't want to talk with him, I have no interest in his life in general. I am not turned on by his body or face (he is between thin and average build, very average face). However, I catch myself fantasizing about sucking his cock again. I liked how long and thick it was and how it felt in my mouth and throat. I loved how soft the skin of it was and how his head felt inside my mouth. I even liked the feeling of it being repeatedly pushed down my throat over and over again.
I would never cheat on my wife, not with man or woman, but I secretly keep hoping that my wife would like to have something of a repeat of that night. I want to suck his big beautiful cock again. I say beautiful, because I have seen enough videos and pics on the web to know the range of different cocks out there. So, truly this one was beautiful. I have no idea if it will ever happen again, and like I said before I wouldn't ever cheat on my wife, therefore I would not do anything without her being at the very least present. Yet, this fantasy still looms in my head. Maybe one day I can have the big beautiful cock in my mouth once again.

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