I don't know what I am. I guess I am a control freak. I want the man to control me. I have dreamed of a guy making me tattoo my pussy with his name and the word c**t. I have a small dog collar that I wear to masturbate. I would love to have a man lead me around in public by my chain and collar. I have crawled into the dog kennel at my house to see how it feels, and I did it naked once with the dog collar on and closed the door.

When I was younger my dad was a spanker, he had this spanking paddle, and when we misbehaved we got spanked. When it was time for a spanking, I always leaned down on the bed and counted every whack. Sometimes pee squirted out of me. Later, when I was around 8, I learned that before I got spanked to stick a sharpie between my pussy lips so that the top rested against my clit and when I got spanked I would press hard against the sharpie. I was 8, but I already had orgasms from it.

The last time I showed my butt to my dad I was around eleven. I had been in the shower and I walked out to go to my room and he was there and so I just grabbed the towel around the front and let my butt show as I walked back to my room. I know he stared at my butt as I walked, I could feel his eyes with each step, he had spanked my butt so much he should know it. After I got to my room, I shoved my brush into my vagina and walked around for a while, before laying on the bed and masturbating myself into an orgasm.

Am I a slut, not really, I don't fuck with anyone. I show tits, and I show panties, I spread my legs in public, I stare at dicks, I adjust my bra in public, or pull my panties out of my crack. I love to show off. But I don't fuck. Believe it or not, I am a total dick virgin, I say dick virgin, because I have masturbated with all kinds of objects.

I do want to get fucked, but when I get fucked I want to be hauled to the bed or wherever he is going to fuck me by my chain, I want him to tattoo his name on me first, and I really want him to tattoo the word c**t on my pussy. I want to be his c**t bitch. I don't know if I would want to get r**ed, I won't go that far, sold as c**t meat, and owned yes, but I want the man who owns me to be the one that fucks me.

Those are the fantasies I live with, I insert big things in my vagina, some you wouldn't believe, I can get some pretty big things in my vagina. But I have never had a dick.