When I was 17 I went to a 2 week all boys camp. I befriended one of the counselors who was 19, Jake. I convinced him to get some alcohol for me and some of the other boys. He got it for us and my friends and I started drinking, along with the Jake. This was only my third time drinking so I got really fucked up. But I remember bits and pieces of the night. I remember us dancing and laughing, then I remember walking down the hall with Jake to his room. He pushed me on the bed, pulled off my pants and started to give me head. I didn't want it but it felt so good. He asked me if I liked it and I told him "yeah". Then I remember feeing his dick against my lips and both of his hands on the side of my head. He forced it in my mouth and started getting rough but I told him I'd throw up. He started getting pissy and said I owed him. So I said I'd jerk him off but he told me that wasn't enough. I turned over and let him fuck me.

I was pretty numb from the drinking but I get the pressure of his dick plunging in and out of me and then felt him cum inside of me. By this point I was sobering up so I left his room and got ready for my parents to pick me up. I realized I was actually turned on by getting fucked and I jerked off thinking about what had happened.

That was my first and only experience with another guys dick