I cannot forget what I saw. Once you see something it is forever part of your mind.

I saw my mother have sex. I was seven, we lived with a friend of hers, she and I shared a room. Her friend's husband came in one night and pushed me out of bed and got on my mother and had sex with her while I stood beside them.

The next time he came in, I got out of bed on my own and went and stood in the corner until he was through having sex with her.

Every time I have sex, when I am lying on my back and the man is up between my legs, all I can think about is watching that man fucking my mother, I can see his big ass and his dick going into her, and when I zone in on that image I have orgasms one after the other. I can masturbate myself into an orgasm in about a minute, if I close my eyes and 'see' him fucking her.

I think I am a sick woman because of that.