I live alone in a small house on the outskirts of Dallas in a not so nice section. I bought it 3 years ago first off because it was all I could afford and shamfully because there is a bar on the corner only 100 yards away. Most of the regulars in the bar both male and female call me the nudist but in reality I am an exhibitionist which I believe had a lot to do with my up-bringing. I was adopted by the V------- family when I was an infant and can't believe the State gave me to such a disfunctional family. The father was a drunk and was killed on his construction job when I was 5 years old. Thats when all hell broke loose and mom had her sister Carmen move in with us. At the time I was 6, my sister Nora was 10 and Connie was 12. Mom worked at a resturant mostly six nights a week and every weekend. That left me with Carmen and my sisters who I always thought hated me. Carmen began to be very strick with me and it seemed she always found a reason to spank me. She never hesitated to pull down my shorts and underware to do it and didn't care if the girls were there. As I got a little older the girls began invading my privacy and it seemed they wanted to see me naked. By the time I was 9 Connie was in high school and was in charge on weekends when mom got Carmen a job at the resturant every weekend. Connie became real bossy with me and instead of Carmen she started spanking me and either pulled down my pants or made me do it. The worst thing was that she did it in front of Nora and then started letting some of her girlfriends watch. Nora started to lie telling Connie I did something wrong just to see me get spanked. Connie was very tall and big and when I would try to get away fromn her she would always beat me harder. I complained to mom and Carmen many times but they didn't seem to care what Connie was doing. Connie and Nora not only saw me naked from the waste down but would walk in on me in the bathroom all the time. I admit I was afraid of Connie and one night when mom and Carmen left for work she made me take my clothes off in front of Nora and two of her girlfriends. She made me stand there for a long time and made me turn around and a couple times made me bend over. I became like a wimp and sometimes would cry in front of them but she kept on making me strip even when I wasn't getting spanked. As young as I was at the time I knew Connie was doing this to embarrass me and by the time I was 11 or 12 most of Connie and Nora's girlfriends had seen me naked. Up to that time it was still humiliating when Connie made me strip but I no longer cried about it. Connie had a boyfriend and she even spanked me in front of him twice that year I think to show off how tough she was. Then on a Frday night in front of Nora and her friend Judy, Connie not only made me strip naked but ordered me to hold my penis. That was the first time I ever got an erection and from then on it happened everytime. I'm pretty sure I was still 12 and and every weekend after that Connie made me strip in front of their friends and hold my penis until I got hard. That was also when I began masturbating in the shower or my bedroom.

I'm not sure why I changed my attitude towards being naked in front of the girls but instead of embarrassment it began to arouse me with the girls looking at me naked. Connie said the same thing all the time and her and Nora always had friends there on Friday and Saturday nights when mom and Carmen were working. She would call me into the living room and just say "strip or get a beating", then after a short time tell me to touch my testicals and penis. All the sudden I started getting an erection before I even touched myself. I had been getting erections for quite awhile but had never masturbated in front of them. It was a Saturday night and I had an erection before I was even naked and Connie never told me to but I began masturbating. They all giggled when I started and it wasn't just Connie and Nora but Nora's friends Judy and Marissa where there. By the time I was 13 or 14 I would always go around the house in my underware regardless of who was home. Connie no longer spanked me by then and I was no longer afraid of her. Mom and Carmen got mad at me a few times because they found out how I would walk around naked on weekends in front of my sisters and their friends and never hesitate to let them see me masturbate. The older I got the more frequently I was naked and was actually dissapointed when Connie moved into her own apartment in Dallas. I still exposed myself to Nora and her friends, then after high school I went into the Army for 4 years.

I've been working for the same trucking company since I got out of the Army and have again become an exhibitionist. My girlfriend is 24 and at first thought I was a nudist until I flat out told her I liked being naked and to jerk off in front of girls. There are 3 girls who frequent the bar up the street who see me naked a few times a month and I do masturbate in front of them. My girlfriends sister and one of her friends have also seen me masturbate many times and even more frequently see me naked. Most of them are in their early twenties except Bridget who is 19 and Dora who is 36. There are a few other women at the bar who have seen me naked but only came into my house out of curiosity not believing I go around my house naked all the time. Two of my neighbor women see me naked but them I'm sure actually think I am a nudist. The people at the bar talk about me a lot and some of the men have asked me if this or that is true by the stories they hear. I just say yes but never go into detail. I'm still in contact and see mom and Carmen sometimes and both Connie and Nora I see a few times a year. When I first bought the house Connie and Nora came to see it and I intenionally greated them naked and blamed Connie for turning me into an exhibitionist. We laughed about it but its probably true. I'm lucky also that my girlfriend don't mind me being being naked in front of other women and never objects when I jerk off. She has told me several times her sister likes watching me. I am built well but my penis is just normal size and I am never embarrassed being naked in front of anyone. At times there have been guys here but seldom and mostly when they come with their girlfriends from the bar. I sure they know ahead of time that I am going to naked and none have ever said much about it. It is noticeable though how the guys avoid looking at my genitals. It all began with Connie and as much as she humiliated me for years I gave in and began to enjoy it. Its fun for me to be naked and have women see me with never a inkling of embarrassment. It is such a turn on to be able to masturbate have 2 or more women watching. A lot of the people at the bar think I'm crazy but I really don't care what they think of me.