Hello every one I am Tabitha a soon to be from a gay panty loving crossdresser to a transgender female or shemale. Depending on how my sex change transgender surgery goes and hormones they give me and have been giving me. I finally came out about my sexuality to my mom about almost two years ago while going to Wal-Mart one weekend. After she cought me kissing another guy at the checkout line and having sex in Wal-Mart's bathroom. The floor was cold but he was so hot and he was hung as a borrowed mule and he new how to use it. I could ride it for hrs and still do sometimes. My dad was furious and mad when I told him I was gay and I have been for some time now we don't even talk anymore in fact he has disowned me for me being as I am. I live crossdressing all the time. I have my own wordrobe of sexy lingerie and dresses makeup lipstick all.my boyfriend I met and am still with buys me dresses and panties to wear out in public as well as the bedroom. His mother and sister help me with shaving my entire body and paintings my nails and lipstick as well as dying my hair. So yea I am a gay crossdresser and a transgender male hopefully soon a shemale.